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今天是【六四】:一首詩,一部電影,一份驗屍報告, 還有。。。。。。

作者:change?  於 2020-6-4 12:17 發表於 最熱鬧的華人社交網路--貝殼村

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我將放縱我的靈魂
——「六四」周年祭

我是一個殘疾人
拖著被子彈射穿的腿
目光被繃帶纏得太久
散發著腐爛的鋒利
我的手指象我的呼吸
夾著劣質的煙草
留下有毒的灰燼
靈魂象賣淫的身體
裸露著
緊貼冰冷的石階
地下的哭泣是被遺棄的嬰兒
躺在生鏽的針尖上

我是殘疾人
孑然一身
走進這座被罪惡
弄成殘疾的城市
為了乞求活命的麵包
我把自由交給了股市
貪慾和欺騙
象汽車的尾氣
污染著空氣陽光和人的表情

那次革命盛宴散席后
幸運的英雄們漂洋過海
繼續參加輿論和捐款的大餐
無奈留下來的精英們
來不及掩埋同伴的遺體
來不及擦凈褲腳的血痕
就一頭扎進了浩浩商海
留下無家可歸的亡靈
象飢腸轆轆的野狗
找不到一塊骨頭

那次民主會餐的酒杯
被戒嚴的子彈擊碎后
到處都是免費的飯局
身價十萬元的黃金大宴
咀嚼后剩下的殘渣中
還有幾片從東洋進口金箔
閃著無辜的微光
幾個男人當著妻子的面
滿口酒氣地交流著
嫖娼時積累的經驗
局長、大款、作家和學者
爭相攀比的不是錢與名
而是誰的雞巴
能夠堅挺不倒
從午夜到世紀末的黎明
從泰國海濱到紐約第四十二街

我僵硬在混沌之中
不敢移動不敢彎腰
任卑瑣在身邊起落
任猥褻穿透心臟
人們的微笑很純潔
只閃著人民幣的光
命中注定的殉難之路
與妓女唇印疊在一起
呻吟和泣血也輕浮放蕩
需要可口可樂來解渴
江核心的主旋律
殘存的暴力句法
在港台的軟語包裝下
是小康時代的文化口紅

一個八十年代的先鋒作家
沖著中南海的紅牆撒尿
「為人民服務」的腥臊
變成BBC的頭條
他又和洋倒爺勾肩搭背
進口一批漏氣的避孕套
不朽的紅色幽默
魅力來自精巧的唇舌
象一把切蛋糕的小刀
甜蜜地割下人的尊嚴
薩義德沉重地嘆氣
東方主義復活了孔子
在墳墓中放了一個
振興中華的長屁
啊!
腰身好舒展呀!
逝者如斯
危難中的華夏大地
此刻是多麼需要
腐朽的資本主義
垂死的共產主義
沒落的封建主義

我家簡陋的住房
緊鄰著李鵬的深宅大院
通向萬壽路一號的柏油路
與寬闊的長安街比起來
象一條鄉村小道
每天的某個時刻
這裡站滿了警察
所有的車輛必須繞行
讓黑色的「賓士」駛過
車裡的人正在打盹
夢見兒子攜巨款外逃

經常是皎潔的月光下
經過這裡的車
都要接受突然的盤問
路兩邊的樹桿上
反銬著男男女女
他們說不清彼此的關係
描了眼影的被懷疑為妓女
拿著手機的被認定為嫖客
武警的鋼盔吸引了星光
恐懼穿透夜的血管
紅指甲綠指甲藍指甲
都無法引誘堅強的戰士
只有印著領袖像的大鈔票
能夠用乞求的表情
收買這樣的夜晚

黑暗統治的城市
早已告別了
被勒住咽喉的黎明
又一次迎來
被茅台、XO和精液浸透的夜晚

在這座無恥得
接近完美的城市裡
一切都被包裝
只有殘忍是透明的
純粹的透明

在這個正義也要靠
廣告上的大腿推銷的時代
自我褻瀆的人
得到太陽的加冕
儀式的盛大得如同
剝了皮的甜橙
綻開橘黃的嫩肉
享受著失去味覺的舌頭

我是一個殘疾人
無力逃脫
這樣的城市這樣的時代
唯一的慶幸
我還有被放逐的靈魂
它沒有腿沒有眼睛
卻能夠拄著雙拐
不辯方向
也不避風雨
四處流浪


死者們上路時
我不曾相送
外交公寓里寬大的浴缸
浸泡著受驚嚇的骯髒肉體
軍車停在立交橋上燃燒
槍口對著陽台上的攝象機
藍眼睛和黑眼睛相互對視
找不到打開家門的鑰匙

是誰,偶爾拍下了
站在坦克前
揮動手臂的小夥子
使全世界為之感動
但,除了坦克上的炮口
沒人看清過他的面容
他的名字也無人知道
後來呢後來呢
他蹤跡全無
曾為他流淚的世界
也懶得再去尋找

他們上路時還很年輕
撲倒在地的瞬間
還為一線生機抽搐掙扎
他們被投進焚屍爐時
身體還很柔軟
無名的屍體化為灰燼
一個時代或漫長的歷史
也至多是一縷青煙

生活只是無差別的連續

一天和一年沒有區別

談戀愛和搞陰謀沒有區別
抽煙、閑聊、泡酒吧
性交、搓麻、洗桑拿
貪污、跑官、販賣人口
剝下了皮的身體
一副不辱使命的凜然
時間真的住進了瘋人院
金錢那麼輕易地
原諒了刺刀和謊言
小康的日子很享受
作為替屠殺辯護的理由
象儒道互補的形而上學
成為人人都接受的理想

這個民族的靈魂
慣於把墳墓記憶成宮殿
在有奴隸主之前
我們已經學會了
怎樣下跪才最優美

劉曉波六四詩(1996年6月2日—7日於北京)

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肺科醫生Mike HansenDr.分析喬治·弗洛伊德(George Floyd)的屍檢報告(醫學解釋)

讓我們說清楚..我們已經看完了視頻。這些警察顯然殺死了喬治·弗洛伊德。亨內平縣醫學檢查官以及喬治·弗洛伊德(George Floyd)家族的邁克爾·巴登(Michael Baden)博士聘請的獨立醫學檢查員得出的結論是,他的死是兇殺……。但是他們對死因的看法不一。但是,如果他們倆都宣布他的死是兇殺案,那麼死因真的重要嗎? (是)。我要為喬治·弗洛伊德(George Floyd)伸張正義,這就是為什麼我要製作此視頻,因為對他的死因的醫學解釋不是簡單的解釋。作為一名肺科醫生,我的工作之一就是弄清楚人們為什麼無法呼吸。作為重症監護醫生,我的工作之一就是照顧瀕臨死亡的人們。就像有人無法呼吸一樣。因此,當某人死於窒息時,例如喬治·弗洛伊德(George Floyd),死因的確定取決於在調查中得出的信息,包括已故的個人病史,即屍體解剖和犯罪現場調查,其中課程包括視頻證據。窒息是希臘語術語,翻譯為「脈搏消失」。

機械性窒息涉及某種物理力或身體異常,會幹擾氧氣的攝取和/或輸送。發生窒息時,大腦無法獲得足夠的氧氣,而腦橋和延髓無法獲得足夠的氧氣時,它們將不再起作用。這意味著他們不再能夠告訴隔膜收縮,然後呼吸停止。在這種情況發生時,心臟也無法獲得足夠的氧氣,通常心臟的泵浦速度越來越慢,直到停止。持續不斷地在胸腔上持續施加極高的壓力(例如幾名軍官的體重)會導致死亡。這很重要,因為除了膝蓋到脖子之外,這還導致了喬治·弗洛伊德(George Floyd)的死亡。頸部包含我們的氣道,氣管,還包含頸動脈和椎動脈以及頸靜脈。這裡的動脈將含氧的血液輸送到大腦,而頸靜脈則使脫氧的血液流回心臟。那麼,當脖子受到壓力時會發生什麼呢?嗯,這取決於許多不同的因素(壓力的大小和持續時間等)。看著喬治·弗洛伊德(George Floyd)的視頻,他昏迷了超過2分鐘,膝蓋仍在脖子上。毫無疑問,在這段時間裡,他屏住了呼吸,幾乎在同一時間失去了脈搏。到EMS員檢查他的脈搏時,我高度懷疑他是否確實感到了脈搏,因為那是在喬治失去意識后的兩分鐘多。顯然,當他們將喬治搬到擔架上時,他已經完全li行了,因為他已經死了。直到很久以後,他們才在救護車上開始心肺復甦術。現在,讓我們來看看醫學檢查員對這個病例要說些什麼。

進行獨立屍檢的邁克爾·巴登博士說,弗洛伊德死於「由於背部和頸部受壓而承受持續的壓力窒息,而頸部壓力切斷了流向大腦的血液。」我同意這一評估,我還補充說,氣管的局部壓迫也可能導致氣道受損,喬治背上的重物使diaphragm肌的呼吸變得困難得多,而頸部壓力至少會降低,意味著更少的血液(因此氧氣)被輸送到他的大腦,更少的二氧化碳可以從他的大腦中去除。過了一會兒,隔膜變得疲勞了,不再具有收縮的力量,這意味著肺可以不能從血液中吸收氧氣,也不能從血液中吸收二氧化碳,所有這些都使他失去了知覺。大概在幾秒鐘內,他失去了脈搏,儘管失去了知覺,儘管失去了脈搏,他們繼續在脖子上施加壓力,並將重量放在背部上。亨內平縣醫學檢查官辦公室說,死因是「心肺驟停,使執法者受到雙重,束縛和壓迫,使執法工作複雜化。」 atement對我來說真的沒有意義。但是亨內平縣的新聞稿也說心臟病是一個問題。獨立審查員沒有發現這一點。該縣表示,芬太尼和甲基苯丙胺的使用屬於「重要疾病」,但其報告並未說明弗洛伊德系統中有多少藥物或可能產生了何種作用。但是邁克爾·巴登博士說的沒錯。

Let』s be clear..we』ve all seen the video by now. Its obvious that these police officers killed George Floyd. The Hennepin County Medical Examiner, and the independent medical examiner hired by the family of George Floyd, Dr. Michael Baden, have concluded that his death was a homicide….but their opinion differs on the cause of death. But if  both of them declared that his death was a homicide, does the cause of death really matter? (YES). I want justice for George Floyd, and that is why I』m making this video, because the medical explanation for his cause of death, is not a simple explanation. As a lung doctor, part of my job is to figure out why people can』t breathe. As an intensive care doctor, part of my job is to care for people who are on the brink of death. Like when someone can』t breathe. So when someone dies of asphyxia, as is the case of George Floyd, the determination of cause of death is dependent on information elicited based on the investigation, which includes, the deceased personal medical history namely, autopsy, and crime scene investigation, which of course includes video evidence. Asphyxia is a Greek term that translates to 「loss of pulse.」

Mechanical asphyxia involves some physical force or physical abnormality that interferes with the uptake and/or delivery of oxygen. With asphyxia, the brain doesn』t get enough oxygen, and when the pons and the medulla aren』t getting enough oxygen, they can no longer function. Which means they can no longer tell the diaphragm to contract, and breathing then stops. While this happens, the heart is also not getting enough oxygen, and typically the heart pumps slower and slower, until it stops. Prolonged continuous application of extreme pressure on the thorax, such as with the body weight of several officers, is capable of causing death. This is important, because this contributed to the death of George Floyd, in addition to the knee to the neck. The neck contains our airway, the trachea, and it also contains carotid and vertebral arteries, and jugular veins. The arteries here deliver oxygenated blood to the brain, while the jugular veins allow the deoxygenated blood to flow back to the heart. So what happens when pressure is placed on the neck? Well, it depends, on a lot of different factors (amount and duration of pressure, etc). And looking at the George Floyd video, he was unconscious for more than 2 minutes with the knee still on his neck. There』s no doubt, that during this time, he took his last breath, and right around the same time, lost his pulse. By the time the EMS guy checks his pulse, I highly doubt he actually felt a pulse, because it was more than two minutes after George lost consciousness. It was obvious that when they moved George onto the stretcher, he was completely limp, because he was dead. And it wasn』t until much later, did they start CPR, in the ambulance. Now let』s get to what the medical examiners had to say about this case. 

Dr. Michael Baden, who did the independent autopsy says Floyd died of "asphyxiation from sustained pressure when his back and neck were compressed, with the neck pressure cutting off blood flow to his brain.」 I agree with that assessment. I would also add that partial compression of the trachea, causing airway compromise, was also possible. The weight on George』s back made the work of breathing much harder for his diaphragm, and the neck pressure at the very least, meant less blood (and thus oxygen) was being delivered to his brain, and less carbon dioxide could be removed from his brain. After a while, the diaphragm becomes fatigued, and no longer has the strength to contract, which means the lungs can』t get oxygen into the blood, and can』t get carbon dioxide out of the blood. And all of this caused him to lose consciousness. And probably within seconds, he lost a pulse. And despite losing consciousness, and despite losing a pulse, they continued to apply pressure on the neck, and put their weight on his back. The Hennepin County medical examiner's office, said that the cause of death is "cardiopulmonary arrest complicating law enforcement subdual, restraint, and neck compression." This statement doesn』t really make sense to me. But the Hennepin County release also says heart disease was an issue; the independent examiner didn't find that. The county said that fentanyl and methamphetamine use were among "significant conditions," but its report didn't say how much of either drug was in Floyd's system or how that may have contributed. But Dr. Michael Baden got it right.

[one comment]The way Chauvin was massaging/grinding his knee into Mr. Floyd's neck, with his hands in his pockets and that cavalier smirk on his face....almost as if he knew exactly what he was doing.....almost as if there was some sort of a contract on Mr. Floyd and Chauvin was guaranteed leniency if he completed the job.....from somebody....disgusting.  Very good explanation.....thought it was jugular and carotid compression....thanks for giving such great details.....

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看見蘇哥哽咽很是感動。。。我也有類似的經歷。歸根結底世界上的獨裁政權不倒平民沒有好日子過。


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