《傲慢與偏見》 簡．奧斯汀 (中英對照)

Chapter 38

ON Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary.
"I know not, Miss Elizabeth," said he, "whether Mrs. Collins has yet expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us, but I am very certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for it. The favour of your company has been much felt, I assure you. We know how little there is to tempt any one to our humble abode. Our plain manner of living, our small rooms, and few domestics, and the little we see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like yourself; but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension, and that we have done every thing in our power to prevent your spending your time unpleasantly."
Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She had spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received, must make her feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified; and with a more smiling solemnity replied,
"It gives me the greatest pleasure to hear that you have passed your time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately having it in our power to introduce you to very superior society, and, from our connection with Rosings, the frequent means of varying the humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot have been entirely irksome. Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine's family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage and blessing which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You see how continually we are engaged there. In truth I must acknowledge that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage, I should not think any one abiding in it an object of compassion while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings."
Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility and truth in a few short sentences.
"You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself, at least, that you will be able to do so. Lady Catherine's great attentions to Mrs. Collins you have been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust it does not appear that your friend has drawn an unfortunate --; but on this point it will be as well to be silent. Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage. My dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of thinking. There is in every thing a most remarkable resemblance of character and ideas between us. We seem to have been designed for each other."
Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was the case, and with equal sincerity could add that she firmly believed and rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was not sorry, however, to have the recital of them interrupted by the entrance of the lady from whom they sprung. Poor Charlotte! -- it was melancholy to leave her to such society! -- But she had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently regretting that her visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for compassion. Her home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, and all their dependent concerns, had not yet lost their charms.
At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After an affectionate parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the carriage by Mr. Collins, and as they walked down the garden, he was commissioning her with his best respects to all her family, not forgetting his thanks for the kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed her in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being closed, when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the ladies at Rosings.
"But," he added, "you will of course wish to have your humble respects delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you while you have been here."
Elizabeth made no objection; -- the door was then allowed to be shut, and the carriage drove off.
"Good gracious!" cried Maria, after a few minutes silence, "it seems but a day or two since we first came! -- and yet how many things have happened!"
"A great many indeed," said her companion with a sigh.
"We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice! -- How much I shall have to tell!"
Elizabeth privately added, "And how much I shall have to conceal."
Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and within four hours of their leaving Hunsford, they reached Mr. Gardiner's house, where they were to remain a few days.
Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her spirits, amidst the various engagements which the kindness of her aunt had reserved for them. But Jane was to go home with her, and at Longbourn there would be leisure enough for observation.
It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even for Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy's proposals. To know that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish Jane, and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own vanity she had not yet been able to reason away, was such a temptation to openness as nothing could have conquered but the state of indecision in which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate; and her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried into repeating something of Bingley which might only grieve her sister farther.

　　第 38 章

　　星期六吃過早飯時，伊莉莎白和柯林斯先生在飯廳里相遇，原來他們比別人早來了幾分鐘。柯林斯先生連忙利用這個機會向她鄭重話別，他認為這是決不可少的禮貌。

　　他說："伊莉莎白小姐，這次蒙你光臨敝舍，我不知道內人有沒有向你表示感激；不過我相信她不會不向你表示一番謝意就讓你走的。老實告訴你，你這次來，我們非常領情。我們自知舍下寒傖，無人樂意光臨。我們生活清苦，居處局促，侍僕寥寥無幾，再加我們見識淺薄，象你這樣一位年輕小姐，一定會覺得漢斯福這地方極其枯燥乏味，不過我們對於你這次賞臉，實在感激萬分，並且竭盡綿薄，使你不至於過得興味索然，希望你能鑒諒。"

　　伊莉莎白連聲道謝，說是這次作客，非常快活，這六個星期來真是過得高興極了，跟夏綠蒂待在一起真有樂趣，加上主人家對待她又那麼殷勤懇切，實在叫她感激。柯林斯先生一聽此話，大為滿意，立刻顯出一副笑容可掬的樣子，慎重其事地回答道：聽到你並沒有過得不稱心，我真得意到極點。我們總算盡了心意，而且感到最幸運的是，能夠介紹你跟上流人來往。寒舍雖然毫不足道，但幸虧高攀了羅新斯府上，使你住在我們這種苦地方，還可以經常跟他們來往來往，可以免得單調，這一點倒使我可以聊以自慰，覺得你這次到漢斯福來不能算完全失望。咖苔琳夫人府上對我們真是特別優待，特別愛護，這種機會是別人求之不得的。你也可以看出我們是處於何等的地位。你看我們簡直無時無刻不在他們那邊作客。老實說，我這所牧師住宅雖然異常簡陋，諸多不便，可是，誰要是住到裡邊來，就可以和我們共用羅新斯的盛情厚誼，這可有能說是沒有福份吧。"

　　他滿腔的高興實在非言語所能形容；伊莉莎白想出了幾句簡簡單單、真心真意的客氣話來奉承他，他聽了以後，簡直快活得在屋子裡打轉。親愛的表妹，你實在大可以到哈福德郡去給我們傳播傳播好消息。我相信你一定辦得到。咖苔琳夫人對內人真是殷勤備到，你是每天都親眼看到的。總而言之，我相信你的朋友並沒有失算──不過這一點不說也好。請你聽我說，親愛的伊莉莎白小姐，我從心底里誠懇地祝你將來的婚姻也能同樣的幸福。我親愛的夏綠蒂和我真是同心合意，無論遇到哪一件事莫不是意氣相投，心心相印。我們這一對夫婦真是天造地設。"

　　伊莉莎白本來可以放心大膽地說，他們夫婦這樣相處，的確是很大的幸福，而且她還可以用同樣誠懇的語氣接下去說，她完全認為他們家裡過得很舒適，她亦叨了一份光。不過話才說到一半，被說到的那位太太走了進來，打斷了她的話。她倒並不覺得遺憾。夏綠蒂好不可憐！叫她跟這樣的男人朝夕相處，實在是一種痛苦。可是這畢竟是她自己睜大了眼睛挑選的。她眼看著客人們就要走了，不免覺得難過，可是她好象並不要求別人憐憫。操作家務，飼養家禽，教區里的形形色色，以及許許多多附帶的事，都還沒有使她感到完全乏味。

　　馬車終於來了，箱子給繫上車頂，包裹放進車廂，一切都端整好了，只準備出發。大家戀戀不捨地告別以後，便由柯林斯先生送伊莉莎白上車。他們從花園那兒走去，他一路托她回去代他向她全家請安，而且沒有忘了感謝他去年冬天在浪搏恩受到的款待，還請他代為問候嘉丁納夫婦，其實他並不認識他們。然後他扶她上車，瑪麗亞跟著走上去，正當車門快要關上的時候，他突然慌慌張張地提醒她們說，她們還忘了給羅新斯的太太小姐們留言告別呢。不過，"他又說，"你們當然想要向她們傳話請安，還要感謝她們這許多日子來的殷勤款待。"

　　伊莉莎白沒有表示反對，車門這才關上，馬車就開走了。

　　沉默了幾分鐘以後，瑪麗亞叫道："天呀！我們好象到這兒來才不過一兩天，可是事情倒發生了不少啊！"

　　她們一路上沒有說什麼話，也沒有受什麼驚，離開漢斯福不到四個鐘頭，就到了嘉丁納先生家裡。她們要在那兒耽擱幾天。

　　伊莉莎白看到吉英氣色很好，只可惜沒有機會仔細觀察一下她的心情是不是好，因為多蒙她舅母一片好心，早就給她們安排好了各色各樣的節目。好在吉英就要跟她一塊兒回去，到了浪搏恩，多的是閑暇的時間，那時候再仔細觀察觀察吧。

　　不過，她實在等不及到了浪搏恩以後，再把達西先生求婚的事情告訴吉英，她好容易才算耐住了性子。她知道她自己有本領說得吉英大驚失色，而且一說以後，還可以大大地滿足她自己那種不能從理智上加以克服的虛榮心。她真恨不得把它說出來，只是拿不定主意應該怎樣跟吉英說到適可而止，又怕一談到這個問題，就免不了多多少少要牽扯到彬格萊身上去，也許會叫她姐姐格外傷心。

Chapter 39

IT was the second week in May in which the three young ladies set out together from Gracechurch-street for the town of ---- in Hertfordshire; and, as they drew near the appointed inn where Mr. Bennet's carriage was to meet them, they quickly perceived, in token of the coachman's punctuality, both Kitty and Lydia looking out of a dining room upstairs. These two girls had been above an hour in the place, happily employed in visiting an opposite milliner, watching the sentinel on guard, and dressing a sallad and cucumber.
After welcoming their sisters, they triumphantly displayed a table set out with such cold meat as an inn larder usually affords, exclaiming, "Is not this nice? is not this an agreeable surprise?"
"And we mean to treat you all," added Lydia; "but you must lend us the money, for we have just spent ours at the shop out there." Then shewing her purchases: "Look here, I have bought this bonnet. I do not think it is very pretty; but I thought I might as well buy it as not. I shall pull it to pieces as soon as I get home, and see if I can make it up any better."
And when her sisters abused it as ugly, she added, with perfect unconcern, "Oh! but there were two or three much uglier in the shop; and when I have bought some prettier coloured satin to trim it with fresh, I think it will be very tolerable. Besides, it will not much signify what one wears this summer after the ----shire have left Meryton, and they are going in a fortnight."
"Are they indeed?" cried Elizabeth, with the greatest satisfaction.
"They are going to be encamped near Brighton; and I do so want papa to take us all there for the summer! It would be such a delicious scheme, and I dare say would hardly cost any thing at all. Mamma would like to go too, of all things! Only think what a miserable summer else we shall have!"
"Yes," thought Elizabeth, "that would be a delightful scheme, indeed, and completely do for us at once. Good Heaven! Brighton, and a whole campful of soldiers, to us, who have been overset already by one poor regiment of militia, and the monthly balls of Meryton."
"Now I have got some news for you," said Lydia, as they sat down to table. "What do you think? It is excellent news, capital news, and about a certain person that we all like."
Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and the waiter was told that he need not stay. Lydia laughed, and said, "Aye, that is just like your formality and discretion. You thought the waiter must not hear, as if he cared! I dare say he often hears worse things said than I am going to say. But he is an ugly fellow! I am glad he is gone. I never saw such a long chin in my life. Well, but now for my news: it is about dear Wickham; too good for the waiter, is not it? There is no danger of Wickham's marrying Mary King. There's for you! She is gone down to her uncle at Liverpool; gone to stay. Wickham is safe."
"And Mary King is safe!" added Elizabeth; "safe from a connection imprudent as to fortune."
"She is a great fool for going away, if she liked him."
"But I hope there is no strong attachment on either side," said Jane.
"I am sure there is not on his. I will answer for it he never cared three straws about her. Who could about such a nasty little freckled thing?"
Elizabeth was shocked to think that, however incapable of such coarseness of expression herself, the coarseness of the sentiment was little other than her own breast had formerly harboured and fancied liberal!
As soon as all had ate, and the elder ones paid, the carriage was ordered; and, after some contrivance, the whole party, with all their boxes, workbags, and parcels, and the unwelcome addition of Kitty's and Lydia's purchases, were seated in it.
"How nicely we are crammed in!" cried Lydia. "I am glad I bought my bonnet, if it is only for the fun of having another bandbox! Well, now let us be quite comfortable and snug, and talk and laugh all the way home. And in the first place, let us hear what has happened to you all, since you went away. Have you seen any pleasant men? Have you had any flirting? I was in great hopes that one of you would have got a husband before you came back. Jane will be quite an old maid soon, I declare. She is almost three and twenty! Lord, how ashamed I should be of not being married before three and twenty! My aunt Philips wants you so to get husbands, you can't think. She says Lizzy had better have taken Mr. Collins; but I do not think there would have been any fun in it. Lord! how I should like to be married before any of you; and then I would chaperon you about to all the balls. Dear me! we had such a good piece of fun the other day at Colonel Foster's. Kitty and me were to spend the day there, and Mrs. Forster promised to have a little dance in the evening (by the bye, Mrs. Forster and me are such friends!); and so she asked the two Harringtons to come, but Harriet was ill, and so Pen was forced to come by herself; and then, what do you think we did? We dressed up Chamberlayne in woman's clothes, on purpose to pass for a lady, -- only think what fun! Not a soul knew of it but Col. and Mrs. Forster, and Kitty and me, except my aunt, for we were forced to borrow one of her gowns; and you cannot imagine how well he looked! When Denny, and Wickham, and Pratt, and two or three more of the men came in, they did not know him in the least. Lord! how I laughed! and so did Mrs. Forster. I thought I should have died. And that made the men suspect something, and then they soon found out what was the matter."
With such kind of histories of their parties and good jokes did Lydia, assisted by Kitty's hints and additions, endeavour to amuse her companions all the way to Longbourn. Elizabeth listened as little as she could, but there was no escaping the frequent mention of Wickham's name.
Their reception at home was most kind. Mrs. Bennet rejoiced to see Jane in undiminished beauty; and more than once during dinner did Mr. Bennet say voluntarily to Elizabeth,
"I am glad you are come back, Lizzy."
Their party in the dining-room was large, for almost all the Lucases came to meet Maria and hear the news: and various were the subjects which occupied them. Lady Lucas was enquiring of Maria, across the table, after the welfare and poultry of her eldest daughter; Mrs. Bennet was doubly engaged, on one hand collecting an account of the present fashions from Jane, who sat some way below her, and on the other, retailing them all to the younger Miss Lucases; and Lydia, in a voice rather louder than any other person's, was enumerating the various pleasures of the morning to any body who would hear her.
"Oh! Mary," said she, "I wish you had gone with us, for we had such fun! as we went along, Kitty and me drew up all the blinds, and pretended there was nobody in the coach; and I should have gone so all the way, if Kitty had not been sick; and when we got to the George, I do think we behaved very handsomely, for we treated the other three with the nicest cold luncheon in the world, and if you would have gone, we would have treated you too. And then when we came away it was such fun! I thought we never should have got into the coach. I was ready to die of laughter. And then we were so merry all the way home! we talked and laughed so loud, that any body might have heard us ten miles off!"
To this, Mary very gravely replied, "Far be it from me, my dear sister, to depreciate such pleasures. They would doubtless be congenial with the generality of female minds. But I confess they would have no charms for me. I should infinitely prefer a book."
But of this answer Lydia heard not a word. She seldom listened to any body for more than half a minute, and never attended to Mary at all.
In the afternoon Lydia was urgent with the rest of the girls to walk to Meryton, and see how every body went on; but Elizabeth steadily opposed the scheme. It should not be said, that the Miss Bennets could not be at home half a day before they were in pursuit of the officers. There was another reason too, for her opposition. She dreaded seeing Wickham again, and was resolved to avoid it as long as possible. The comfort to her of the regiment's approaching removal was indeed beyond expression. In a fortnight they were to go, and once gone, she hoped there could be nothing more to plague her on his account.
She had not been many hours at home, before she found that the Brighton scheme, of which Lydia had given them a hint at the inn, was under frequent discussion between her parents. Elizabeth saw directly that her father had not the smallest intention of yielding; but his answers were at the same time so vague and equivocal, that her mother, though often disheartened, had never yet despaired of succeeding at last.

　　第 39 章

　　五月已經到了第二個星期，三位年輕小姐一塊兒從天恩寺街出發，到哈德福郡的某某鎮去，班納特先生事先就跟她們約定了一個小客店，打發了馬車在那兒接她們，剛一到那兒，她們就看到吉蒂和麗迪雅從樓上的餐室里望著她們，這表明車夫已經準時到了。這兩位姑娘已經在那兒待了一個多鐘頭，高高興興地光顧過對面的一家帽子店，看了看站崗的哨兵，又調製了一些胡瓜沙拉。

　　她們歡迎了兩位姐姐之後，便一面得意洋洋地擺出一些菜來（都是小客店裡常備的一些冷盆），一面嚷道："這多麼好？你們想也沒有想到吧？"

　　麗迪雅又說："我們存心做東道，可是要你們借錢給我們，我們自己的錢都在那邊鋪子里花光了。"說到這裡，她便把買來的那些東西拿給她們看。"瞧，我買了這頂帽子。我並不覺得太漂亮；可是我想，買一頂也好。一到家我就要把它拆開來重新做過，你們看我會不會把它收拾得好一些。"

　　姐姐們都說她這頂帽子很難看，她卻毫不在乎地說："噢，那家鋪子里還有兩三頂，比這一頂還要難看得多；待我去買點兒顏色漂亮的緞子來，把它重新裝飾一下，那就過得去了。再說，某某郡的民兵團，兩星期之內就要開走了，他們一離開麥里屯之後，夏季隨便你穿戴些什麼都無所謂。"他們就要開走了，真的嗎？"伊莉莎白極其滿意地嚷道。他們就要駐紮到白利屯去；我真希望爸爸帶我們大家到那兒去消暑！這真是個妙透了的打算，或許還用不著花錢。媽媽也一定非要去不可！你想，否則我們這一個夏天多苦悶呀！"話說得是，"伊莉莎白想道；"這真是個好打算，馬上就會叫我們忙死了。老天爺啊！光是麥里屯一個可憐的民兵團和每個月開幾次跳舞會，就弄得我們神魂顛倒了，怎麼當得起白利屯和那整營的官兵！"

　　大家坐定以後，麗迪雅說："現在我有點兒消息要報告你們，你們猜猜看是什麼消息？這是個好透了的消息，頭等重要的消息，說的是關於我們大家都喜歡的某一個人。"

　　吉英和伊莉莎白面面相覷，便打發那個堂倌走開。於是麗迪雅笑笑說：嘿，你們真是太規矩小心。你們以為一定不能讓堂倌聽到，好象他存心要聽似的！我相信他平常聽到的許多話，比我要說的這番話更是不堪入耳。不過他是個醜八怪！他走開了，我倒也高興。我生平沒有見到過他那樣長的下巴。唔，現在我來講新聞啦DD這是關於可愛的韋翰的新聞；堂倌不配聽，是不是？韋翰再不會有跟瑪麗．金結婚的危險了──真是個了不起的消息呀！那位姑娘上利物浦她叔叔那兒去了──一去不回來了。韋翰安全了。"應該說瑪麗．金安全了！"伊莉莎白接著說，"她總算逃過了一段冒失的姻緣。"要是她喜歡他而又走開，那真是個大傻瓜呢。"我但願他們雙方的感情都不十分深，"吉英說。我相信他這方面的感情不會深的。"我可以擔保，他根本就沒有把她放在心上。誰看得上這麼一個滿臉雀班的討厭的小東西？"

　　伊莉莎白心想，她自己固然決不會有這樣粗鹵的談吐，可是這種粗鹵的見解，正和她以前執迷不悟的那種成見一般無二，她想到這裡，很是驚愕。

　　吃過了飯，姐姐們回了帳，便吩咐著手準備馬車；經過了好一番安排，幾位小姐，連帶自己的箱子、針線袋、包裹、以及吉蒂和麗迪雅所買的那些不受歡迎的東西，總算都放上了馬車。我們這樣擠在一起，多夠勁！"麗迪雅叫道。"我買了頂帽子，真是高興，就算特地添置了一隻帽盒，也很有趣！好吧，且讓我們再偎緊來舒服舒服，有說有笑地回到家裡去。首先，請你們講一講，你們離家以後遇到了些什麼事情。你們見到過一些中意的男人嗎？跟人家有過勾搭沒有？我真希望你們哪一位帶了個丈夫回來呢。我說，吉英馬上就要變成一個老處女了。她快二十三歲啦！天哪！我要是不能在二十三歲以前結婚，那多麼丟臉啊！腓力普姨媽要你們趕快找丈夫，你們可沒有想到吧。她說，麗萃要是嫁給柯林斯先生就好了，我可不覺得那會有多大的趣味。天哪！我真巴不得比你們哪一個都先結婚！我就可以領著你們上各式各樣的跳舞會去。我的老天爺！那天在弗斯脫上校家裡，我們那個玩笑真開得大啊！吉蒂和我那天都準備在那兒玩個整天（弗斯脫太太跟我是多麼要好的朋友！）她於是請哈林頓家的兩位都來參加。可是海麗病了，因此萍不得不獨個趕來；這一來，你們猜我們怎麼辦？我們把錢柏倫穿上了女人衣服，讓人家當他是個女人。你們且想想看，多有趣啊！除了上校、弗斯脫太太、吉蒂和我、以及姨媽等人以外，誰也不知道，說到姨媽，那是因為我們向她借件長衣服，她才知道的。你們想像不到他扮得多麼象啊！丹尼、韋翰、普拉特和另外兩三個人走進來的時候，他們根本認不出是他。天哪！我笑得好厲害，弗斯脫太太也笑得好厲害。我簡直要笑死了。這才叫那些男人們起了疑心，他們不久就識穿了。"

　　麗迪雅就這樣說說舞會上的故事，講講笑話，另外還有吉蒂從旁給她添油加醬，使得大家一路上很開心。伊莉莎白盡量不去聽它，但是總免不了聽到一聲聲提起韋翰的名字。家裡人極其親切地接待她們。班納特太太看到吉英姿色未減，十分快活；吃飯的時候，班納特先生不由自主地一次又一次跟伊莉莎白說：你回來了，我真高興，麗萃。"

　　他們飯廳里人很多，盧卡斯府上差不多全家人都來接瑪麗亞，順便聽聽新聞，還問到各種各樣的問題。盧卡斯太太隔著桌子向瑪麗亞問起她大女兒日子過得好不好，雞鴨養得多不多；班納特太太格外忙，因為吉英坐在她下手，她便不斷向她打聽一些時下的風尚，然後再去傳給盧卡斯家幾位年輕小姐去聽；麗迪雅的嗓子比誰都高，她正在把當天早上的樂趣一件件說給愛聽的人聽。噢，曼麗，"她說，"你要是跟我們一塊兒去了多有趣！我們一路去的時候，吉蒂和我放下車簾，看上去好象是空車，要是吉蒂沒有暈車，就會這樣一直到目的地。我們在喬治客店實在做得夠漂亮，我們用世界上最美的冷盤款待她們三位；假使你也去了，我們也會款待你的。我們臨走的時候，又是那麼有趣！我以為這樣一輛車子無論如何也裝不下我們。我真要笑死啦。回家來一路上又是那麼開心作樂！我們有說有笑，聲音大得十英里路外都能聽見！"

　　曼麗聽到這些話，便一本正經地回答道："我的好妹妹，並不是我故意要殺你們的風景，老實說，你們這些樂趣當然會投合一般女子的愛好可動不了我的心，我覺得讀讀書要有趣得多。"

　　可是麗迪雅把她這番話當做耳邊風。誰說的話她都不愛聽，別說曼麗，她根本就不理她。

　　到了下午，麗迪雅硬要姐姐們陪她上麥里屯去，看看那邊的朋友們近況如何，可是伊莉莎白堅決反對，為的是不讓別人說閑話，說班納特家的幾位小姐在家裡待不上半天，就要去追逐軍官們，她所以反對，還有一個理由。她怕再看到韋翰。她已經下定決心，能夠和他避而不見就盡量避而不見。那個民兵團馬上就要調走了，她真是感覺到說不出的安慰。不出四個星期，他們就要走了，她希望他們一走以後，從此平安無事，使她不會再為韋翰受到折磨。

　　她到家沒有幾個小時，就發覺父母在反覆討論上白利屯去玩的計劃，也就是麗迪雅在客店裡給她們提到過的那個計劃。伊莉莎白看出她父親絲毫沒有讓步的意思，不過他的回答卻是模稜兩可，因此她母親雖然慣常碰釘子，可是這一次並沒有死心，還希望最後能如她的願。

Chapter 40

ELIZABETH'S impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened could no longer be overcome; and at length resolving to suppress every particular in which her sister was concerned, and preparing her to be surprised, she related to her the next morning the chief of the scene between Mr. Darcy and herself.
Miss Bennet's astonishment was soon lessened by the strong sisterly partiality which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear perfectly natural; and all surprise was shortly lost in other feelings. She was sorry that Mr. Darcy should have delivered his sentiments in a manner so little suited to recommend them; but still more was she grieved for the unhappiness which her sister's refusal must have given him.
"His being so sure of succeeding, was wrong," said she; "and certainly ought not to have appeared; but consider how much it must increase his disappointment."
"Indeed," replied Elizabeth, "I am heartily sorry for him; but he has other feelings which will probably soon drive away his regard for me. You do not blame me, however, for refusing him?"
"Blame you! Oh, no."
"But you blame me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham."
"No -- I do not know that you were wrong in saying what you did."
"But you will know it, when I have told you what happened the very next day."
She then spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents as far as they concerned George Wickham. What a stroke was this for poor Jane! who would willingly have gone through the world without believing that so much wickedness existed in the whole race of mankind, as was here collected in one individual. Nor was Darcy's vindication, though grateful to her feelings, capable of consoling her for such discovery. Most earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error, and seek to clear one without involving the other.
"This will not do," said Elizabeth. "You never will be able to make both of them good for any thing. Take your choice, but you must be satisfied with only one. There is but such a quantity of merit between them; just enough to make one good sort of man; and of late it has been shifting about pretty much. For my part, I am inclined to believe it all Mr. Darcy's, but you shall do as you chuse."
It was some time, however, before a smile could be extorted from Jane.
"I do not know when I have been more shocked," said she. "Wickham so very bad! It is almost past belief. And poor Mr. Darcy! dear Lizzy, only consider what he must have suffered. Such a disappointment! and with the knowledge of your ill opinion too! and having to relate such a thing of his sister! It is really too distressing. I am sure you must feel it so."
"Oh! no, my regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you so full of both. I know you will do him such ample justice, that I am growing every moment more unconcerned and indifferent. Your profusion makes me saving; and if you lament over him much longer, my heart will be as light as a feather."
"oor Wickham; there is such an expression of goodness in his countenance! such an openness and gentleness in his manner."
"There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of those two young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other all the appearance of it."
"I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the appearance of it as you used to do."
"And yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking so decided a dislike to him, without any reason. It is such a spur to one's genius, such an opening for wit to have a dislike of that kind. One may be continually abusive without saying any thing just; but one cannot be always laughing at a man without now and then stumbling on something witty."
"Lizzy when you first read that letter, I am sure you could not treat the matter as you do now."
"Indeed I could not. I was uncomfortable enough. I was very uncomfortable, I may say unhappy. And with no one to speak to of what I felt, no Jane to comfort me and say that I had not been so very weak and vain and nonsensical as I knew I had! Oh! how I wanted you!"
"How unfortunate that you should have used such very strong expressions in speaking of Wickham to Mr. Darcy, for now they do appear wholly undeserved."
"Certainly. But the misfortune of speaking with bitterness is a most natural consequence of the prejudices I had been encouraging. There is one point on which I want your advice. I want to be told whether I ought, or ought not, to make our acquaintance in general understand Wickham's character."
Miss Bennet paused a little and then replied, "Surely there can be no occasion for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your own opinion?"
"That it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not authorised me to make his communication public. On the contrary, every particular relative to his sister was meant to be kept as much as possible to myself; and if I endeavour to undeceive people as to the rest of his conduct, who will believe me? The general prejudice against Mr. Darcy is so violent, that it would be the death of half the good people in Meryton to attempt to place him in an amiable light. I am not equal to it. Wickham will soon be gone; and therefore it will not signify to anybody here, what he really is. Sometime hence it will be all found out, and then we may laugh at their stupidity in not knowing it before. At present I will say nothing about it."
"You are quite right. To have his errors made public might ruin him for ever. He is now perhaps sorry for what he has done, and anxious to re-establish a character. We must not make him desperate."
The tumult of Elizabeth's mind was allayed by this conversation. She had got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her for a fortnight, and was certain of a willing listener in Jane, whenever she might wish to talk again of either. But there was still something lurking behind, of which prudence forbad the disclosure. She dared not relate the other half of Mr. Darcy's letter, nor explain to her sister how sincerely she had been valued by his friend. Here was knowledge in which no one could partake; and she was sensible that nothing less than a perfect understanding between the parties could justify her in throwing off this last incumbrance of mystery. "And then," said she, "if that very improbable event should ever take place, I shall merely be able to tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable manner himself. The liberty of communication cannot be mine till it has lost all its value!"
She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the real state of her sister's spirits. Jane was not happy. She still cherished a very tender affection for Bingley. Having never even fancied herself in love before, her regard had all the warmth of first attachment, and, from her age and disposition, greater steadiness than first attachments often boast; and so fervently did she value his remembrance, and prefer him to every other man, that all her good sense, and all her attention to the feelings of her friends, were requisite to check the indulgence of those regrets which must have been injurious to her own health and their tranquillity.
"Well, Lizzy," said Mrs. Bennet one day, "what is your opinion now of this sad business of Jane's? For my part, I am determined never to speak of it again to anybody. I told my sister Philips so the other day. But I cannot find out that Jane saw any thing of him in London. Well, he is a very undeserving young man -- and I do not suppose there is the least chance in the world of her ever getting him now. There is no talk of his coming to Netherfield again in the summer; and I have enquired of every body, too, who is likely to know."
"I do not believe that he will ever live at Netherfield any more."
"Oh, well! it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants him to come. Though I shall always say that he used my daughter extremely ill; and if I was her, I would not have put up with it. Well, my comfort is, I am sure Jane will die of a broken heart, and then he will be sorry for what he has done."
But as Elizabeth could not receive comfort from any such expectation, she made no answer.
"Well, Lizzy," continued her mother soon afterwards, "and so the Collinses live very comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope it will last. And what sort of table do they keep? Charlotte is an excellent manager, I dare say. If she is half as sharp as her mother, she is saving enough. There is nothing extravagant in their housekeeping, I dare say."
"No, nothing at all."
"A great deal of good management, depend upon it. Yes, yes. They will take care not to outrun their income. They will never be distressed for money. Well, much good may it do them! And so, I suppose, they often talk of having Longbourn when your father is dead. They look upon it quite as their own, I dare say, whenever that happens."
"It was a subject which they could not mention before me."
"No. It would have been strange if they had. But I make no doubt, they often talk of it between themselves. Well, if they can be easy with an estate that is not lawfully their own, so much the better. I should be ashamed of having one that was only entailed on me."

　　第 40 章

　　伊莉莎白非把那樁事告訴吉英不可了，再也忍耐不住了。於是她決定把牽涉到姐姐的地方，都一概不提，第二天上午就把達西先生跟她求婚的那一幕，揀主要情節說了出來，她料定吉英聽了以後，一定會感到詫異。

　　班納特小姐對伊莉莎白手足情深，覺得她妹妹被任何人愛上了都是理所當然的事情，因此開頭雖然驚訝，過後便覺得不足為奇了。她替達西先生惋惜，覺得他不應該用那種很不得體的方式來傾訴衷情；但她更難過的是，她妹妹拒絕會給他造成怎樣的難堪。

　　她說："他那種十拿九穩會成功的態度實在要不得，他至少千萬不應該讓你看出這種態度，可是你倒想一想，這一來他會失望到什麼地步啊。"

　　伊莉莎白回答道："我的確萬分替他難過；可是，他既然還有那麼些顧慮，他對我的好感可能不久就會完全消失。你總不會怪我拒絕了他吧？"

　　"怪你！噢，不會的。"

　　"可是我幫韋翰說話幫得那麼厲害，你會怪我嗎？"

　　"不怪你；我看不出你那樣說有什麼錯。"

　　"等我把下一天的事告訴了你，你就一定看得出有錯了。"

　　於是她就說起那封信，把有關喬治韋翰的部分，都一點一滴講了出來。可憐的吉英聽得多麼驚奇！她即使走遍天下，也不會相信人間竟會有這許多罪惡，而現在這許多罪惡竟集中在這樣一個人身上。雖說達西的剖白使她感到滿意。可是既然發現了其中有這樣一個隱情，她也就不覺得安慰了。她誠心誠意地想說明這件事可能與事實有出入，竭力想去洗清這一個冤屈，又不願叫另一個受到委屈。

　　伊莉莎白說："這怎麼行，你絕對沒有辦法兩全其美。兩個裡面你只能揀一個。他們兩個人一共只有那麼多優點，勉強才夠得上一個好人的標準，近來這些優點又在兩個人之間移來動去，移動得非常厲害。對我來講，我比較偏向於達西先生，覺得這些優點都是他的，你可以隨你自己的意思。"

　　過了好一會兒，吉英臉上才勉強露出笑容。

　　她說："我生平最吃驚的事莫過於此，韋翰原來這樣壞！這幾乎叫人不能。相信達西先生真可憐！親愛的麗萃，你且想想，他會多麼痛苦。他遭受到這樣的一次失望！而且他又知道了你看不起他！還不得不把他自己妹妹的這種私事都講出來！這的確叫他太痛苦了，我想你也會有同感吧。"

　　"沒有的事；看到你對他這樣惋惜和同情，我反而心安理得了。我知道你會竭力幫他講話，因此我反而越來越不把它當一回事。你的感情豪爽造成了我的感情吝嗇；要是你再為他嘆惜，我就會輕鬆愉快得要飛起來了。"

　　"可憐的韋翰！他的面貌那麼善良，他的風度那麼文雅。"

　　"那兩位年輕人在教養方面，一定都有非常欠缺的地方。一個的好處全藏在裡面，一個的好處全露在外邊。"

　　"你以為達西先生只是儀錶方面有欠缺，我可從來不這麼想。"

　　"可是我倒以為你這樣對他深惡痛絕，固然說不上什麼理由，卻是非常聰明。這樣的厭惡，足以激勵人的天才，啟發人的智慧。例如，你不斷地罵人，當然說不出一句好話；你要是常常取笑人，倒很可能偶然想到一句妙語。"

　　"麗萃，你第一次讀那封信的時候，我相信你對待這件事的看法一定和現在不同。"

　　"當然不同，我當時十分難受。我非常難受……可以說是很不快活。我心裡有許多感觸，可是找不到一個人可以傾訴，也沒有個吉英來安慰安慰我，說我並不像我自己所想像的那樣懦弱，虛榮和荒誕！噢，我真少不了你啊！"

　　"你在達西先生面前說到韋翰的時候，語氣那麼強硬，這真是多麼不幸啊！現在看起來，那些話實在顯得不怎麼得體。"

　　"的確如此，我確實不應該說得那麼刻毒，可是我既然事先存了偏見，自然難免如此。有件事我要請教你。你說我應該不應該把韋翰的品格說出去，讓朋友們都知道？"

　　班納特小姐想了一會兒才說道："當然用不著叫他太難堪。你的意見如何？"

　　"我也覺得不必如此。達西先生並沒有允許我把他所說的話公開外界聲張。他反而吩咐我說，凡是牽涉到他妹妹的事，都要盡量保守秘密；說到韋翰其他方面的品行，我即使要對大家說老實話，又有誰會相信？一般人對達西先生都存著那麼深的成見，你要叫別人對他有好感，麥里屯有一半人死也不願意。我真沒有辦法。好在韋翰馬上就要走了，他的真面目究竟怎樣，與任何人都無關。總會有一天真相大白，那時候我們就可以譏笑人們為什麼那麼蠢，沒有早些知道。目前我可絕口不提。"

　　"你的話對極了。要揭露他的錯誤，可能就會斷送了他的一生。也許他現在已經後悔，痛下決心，重新做人。我們千萬不要弄得他走投無路。"

　　這番談話以後，伊莉莎白的騷憂的心境平靜了些。兩星期來，這兩件秘密心思一直壓在她的心頭，如今總算放下了一塊大石頭，她相信以後要是再談起這兩件事來，不論其中哪一件，吉英都會願意聽。可是這裡面還有些蹊蹺，為了謹慎起見，她可不敢說出來。她不敢談到達西先生那封信的另外一半，也不敢向姐姐說明：他那位朋友對姐姐是多麼竭誠器重。這件事是不能讓任何人知道的，她覺得除非把各方面的情況里裡外外都弄明白了，這最後的一點秘密還不應該揭露。她想："這樣看來，如果那件不大可能的事一旦居然成了事實，我便可以把這件秘密說出來，不過到那時候，彬格萊先生自己也許會說得更動聽。要說出這番穩情，非等到事過境遷，才輪不到我呢！"

　　現在既然到了家，她就有閑暇的時間來觀察姐姐的真正心情。吉英心裡並不快活。她對彬格萊仍未能忘情。她先前甚至沒有幻想到自己會對他鐘情，因此她的柔情密意竟像初戀那麼熱烈，而且由於她的年齡和品性的關係，她比初戀的人們還要來得堅貞不移。她痴情地盼望著他能記住她，她把他看得比天下任何男人都高出一等，幸虧她很識時務，看出了他朋友們的心思，這才沒有多愁多恨，否則一定會毀了她的健康，憂亂了她心境的安寧。

　　有一天，班納特太太這麼說："喂，麗萃，這一下你對於吉英這件傷心事怎麼看法呢？我可已經下定決心，再也不在任何人面前提起。我那天就跟我妹妹說過，我知道吉英在倫敦連他的影子也沒有見到，唔，他是個不值得鍾情的青年，我看她這一輩子休想嫁給他了。也沒有聽人談起他夏天會回到尼日斐花園來，凡是可能知道些消息的人，我都一一問過了。"

　　"我看他無論如何不會再住到尼日斐花園來。"

　　"哎喲，聽他的便吧。誰也沒有要他來；我只覺得他太對不起我的女兒，要是我做吉英，我才受不了這口氣。好吧，我也總算有個安慰：我相信吉英一定會傷心得把命也送掉，到那時候，他就會後悔當初不該那麼狠心了。"

　　伊莉莎白沒有回答，因為這種想入非非的指望，並不能使她得到安慰。

　　沒有多大工夫，她母親又接下去說："這麼說來，麗萃，柯林斯夫婦日子過得很舒服啊，可不是嗎？好極好極，但願他們天長地久。他們每天的飯菜怎麼樣？夏綠蒂一定是個了不起的管家婆。她只要有她媽媽一半那麼精明，就夠省儉的了。他們的日常生活決不會有什麼浪費。"

　　"當然，絲毫也不浪費。"

　　"他們一定是管家管得好極了。不錯，不錯。他們小心謹慎，不讓他們的支出超過收入，他們是永遠不愁沒有錢的。好吧，願上帝保佑他們吧！據我猜想，他們一定會常常談到你父親去世以後，來接收浪搏恩。要是這一天到了，我看他們真會把它看作他們自己的財產呢。"

　　"這件事，他們當然不便當著我的面提。"

　　"當然不便，要是提了，那才叫怪呢。可是我相信，他們自己一定會常常談到的。唔，要是他們拿了這筆非法的財產能夠心安理得，那是再好也沒有了。倘若叫我來接受這筆法庭硬派給他的財產，我才會害臊呢。"

Chapter 41

THE first week of their return was soon gone. The second began. It was the last of the regiment's stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies in the neighbourhood were drooping apace. The dejection was almost universal. The elder Miss Bennets alone were still able to eat, drink, and sleep, and pursue the usual course of their employments. Very frequently were they reproached for this insensibility by Kitty and Lydia, whose own misery was extreme, and who could not comprehend such hard-heartedness in any of the family.
"Good Heaven! What is to become of us! What are we to do!" would they often exclaim in the bitterness of woe. "How can you be smiling so, Lizzy?"
Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered what she had herself endured on a similar occasion, five and twenty years ago.
"I am sure," said she, "I cried for two days together when Colonel Millar's regiment went away. I thought I should have broke my heart."
"I am sure I shall break mine," said Lydia.
"If one could but go to Brighton!" observed Mrs. Bennet.
"Oh, yes! -- if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so disagreeable."
"A little sea-bathing would set me up for ever."
"And my aunt Philips is sure it would do me a great deal of good," added Kitty.
Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through Longbourn-house. Elizabeth tried to be diverted by them; but all sense of pleasure was lost in shame. She felt anew the justice of Mr. Darcy's objections; and never had she before been so much disposed to pardon his interference in the views of his friend.
But the gloom of Lydia's prospect was shortly cleared away; for she received an invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the Colonel of the regiment, to accompany her to Brighton. This invaluable friend was a very young woman, and very lately married. A resemblance in good humour and good spirits had recommended her and Lydia to each other, and out of their three months' acquaintance they had been intimate two.
The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs. Forster, the delight of Mrs. Bennet, and the mortification of Kitty, are scarcely to be described. Wholly inattentive to her sister's feelings, Lydia flew about the house in restless ecstacy, calling for everyone's congratulations, and laughing and talking with more violence than ever; whilst the luckless Kitty continued in the parlour repining at her fate in terms as unreasonable as her accent was peevish.
"I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask me as well as Lydia," said she, "though I am not her particular friend. I have just as much right to be asked as she has, and more too, for I am two years older."
In vain did Elizabeth attempt to reasonable, and Jane to make her resigned. As for Elizabeth herself, this invitation was so far from exciting in her the same feelings as in her mother and Lydia, that she considered it as the death-warrant of all possibility of common sense for the latter; and detestable as such a step must make her were it known, she could not help secretly advising her father not to let her go. She represented to him all the improprieties of Lydia's general behaviour, the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of such a woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the temptations must be greater than at home. He heard her attentively, and then said,
"Lydia will never be easy till she has exposed herself in some public place or other, and we can never expect her to do it with so little expense or inconvenience to her family as under the present circumstances."
"If you were aware," said Elizabeth, "of the very great disadvantage to us all, which must arise from the public notice of Lydia's unguarded and imprudent manner; nay, which has already arisen from it, I am sure you would judge differently in the affair."
"Already arisen!" repeated Mr. Bennet. "What, has she frightened away some of your lovers? Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast down. Such squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a little absurdity are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the list of the pitiful fellows who have been kept aloof by Lydia's folly."
"Indeed you are mistaken. I have no such injuries to resent, It is not of peculiar, but of general evils, which I am now complaining. Our importance, our respectability in the world, must be affected by the wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark Lydia's character. Excuse me -- for I must speak plainly. If you, my dear father, will not take the trouble of checking her exuberant spirits, and of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the business of her life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character will be fixed, and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt that ever made herself and her family ridiculous. A flirt, too, in the worst and meanest degree of flirtation; without any attraction beyond youth and a tolerable person; and from the ignorance and emptiness of her mind, wholly unable to ward off any portion of that universal contempt which her rage for admiration will excite. In this danger Kitty is also comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. -- Vain, ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled! Oh! my dear father, can you suppose it possible that they will not be censured and despised wherever they are known, and that their sisters will not be often involved in the disgrace?"
Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject; and affectionately taking her hand, said in reply,
"Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known, you must be respected and valued; and you will not appear to less advantage for having a couple of -- or I may say, three -- very silly sisters. We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to Brighton. Let her go then. Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will keep her out of any real mischief; and she is luckily too poor to be an object of prey to any body. At Brighton she will be of less importance, even as a common flirt, than she has been here. The officers will find women better worth their notice. Let us hope, therefore, that her being there may teach her her own insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow many degrees worse without authorizing us to lock her up for the rest of her life."
With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own opinion continued the same, and she left him disappointed and sorry. It was not in her nature, however, to increase her vexations by dwelling on them. She was confident of having performed her duty, and to fret over unavoidable evils, or augment them by anxiety, was no part of her disposition.
Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference with her father, their indignation would hardly have found expression in their united volubility. In Lydia's imagination, a visit to Brighton comprised every possibility of earthly happiness. She saw, with the creative eye of fancy, the streets of that gay bathing place covered with officers. She saw herself the object of attention to tens and to scores of them at present unknown. She saw all the glories of the camp; its tents stretched forth in beauteous uniformity of lines, crowded with the young and the gay, and dazzling with scarlet; and to complete the view, she saw herself seated beneath a tent, tenderly flirting with at least six officers at once.
Had she known that her sister sought to tear her from such prospects and such realities as these, what would have been her sensations? They could have been understood only by her mother, who might have felt nearly the same. Lydia's going to Brighton was all that consoled her for the melancholy conviction of her husband's never intending to go there himself.
But they were entirely ignorant of what had passed; and their raptures continued, with little intermission, to the very day of Lydia's leaving home.
Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. Having been frequently in company with him since her return, agitation was pretty well over; the agitations of former partiality entirely so. She had even learnt to detect, in the very gentleness which had first delighted her, an affectation and a sameness to disgust and weary. In his present behaviour to herself, moreover, she had a fresh source of displeasure, for the inclination he soon testified of renewing those attentions which had marked the early part of their acquaintance could only serve, after what had since passed, to provoke her. She lost all concern for him in finding herself thus selected as the object of such idle and frivolous gallantry; and while she steadily repressed it, could not but feel the reproof contained in his believing that, however long, and for whatever cause, his attentions had been withdrawn, her vanity would be gratified and her preference secured at any time by their renewal.
On the very last day of the regiment's remaining in Meryton, he dined with others of the officers at Longbourn; and so little was Elizabeth disposed to part from him in good humour, that on his making some enquiry as to the manner in which her time had passed at Hunsford, she mentioned Colonel Fitzwilliam's and Mr. Darcy's having both spent three weeks at Rosings, and asked him if he were acquainted with the former.
He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but with a moment's recollection and a returning smile, replied that he had formerly seen him often; and after observing that he was a very gentlemanlike man, asked her how she had liked him. Her answer was warmly in his favour. With an air of indifference he soon afterwards added, "How long did you say that he was at Rosings?"
"Nearly three weeks."
"And you saw him frequently?"
"Yes, almost every day."
"His manners are very different from his cousin's."
"Yes, very different. But I think Mr. Darcy improves on acquaintance."
"Indeed!" cried Wickham with a look which did not escape her. "And pray may I ask -- ?" but checking himself, he added in a gayer tone, "Is it in address that he improves? Has he deigned to add ought of civility to his ordinary ? for I dare not hope," he continued in a lower and more serious tone, "that he is improved in essentials."
"Oh, no!" said Elizabeth. "In essentials, I believe, he is very much what he ever was."
While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing whether to rejoice over her words, or to distrust their meaning. There was a something in her countenance which made him listen with an apprehensive and anxious attention, while she added,
"When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean that either his mind or manners were in a state of improvement, but that from knowing him better, his disposition was better understood."
Wickham's alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and agitated look; for a few minutes he was silent; till, shaking off his embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the gentlest of accents,
"You, who so well know my feelings towards Mr. Darcy, will readily comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to assume even the appearance of what is right. His pride, in that direction, may be of service, if not to himself, to many others, for it must deter him from such foul misconduct as I have suffered by. I only fear that the sort of cautiousness, to which you, I imagine, have been alluding, is merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and judgment he stands much in awe. His fear of her has always operated, I know, when they were together; and a good deal is to be imputed to his wish of forwarding the match with Miss De Bourgh, which I am certain he has very much at heart."
Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered only by a slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted to engage her on the old subject of his grievances, and she was in no humour to indulge him. The rest of the evening passed with the appearance, on his side, of usual cheerfulness, but with no farther attempt to distinguish Elizabeth; and they parted at last with mutual civility, and possibly a mutual desire of never meeting again.
When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster to Meryton, from whence they were to set out early the next morning. The separation between her and her family was rather noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the only one who shed tears; but she did weep from vexation and envy. Mrs. Bennet was diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter, and impressive in her injunctions that she would not miss the opportunity of enjoying herself as much as possible; advice, which there was every reason to believe would be attended to; and in the clamorous happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more gentle adieus of her sisters were uttered without being heard.

　　第 41 章

　　她們回得家來，眨下眼睛就過了一個星期，現在已經開始過第二個星期。過了這個星期，駐紮在麥里屯的那個民兵團就要開拔了，附近的年輕小姐們立刻一個個垂頭喪氣起來。幾乎處處都是心灰意冷的氣象。只有班納特家的兩位大小姐照常飲食起居，照常各干各的事。可是吉蒂和麗迪雅已經傷心到極點，便不由得常常責備兩位姐姐冷淡無情。她們真不明白，家裡怎麼竟會有這樣沒有心肝的人！

　　她們老是無限悲痛地嚷道："老天爺呀！我們這一下還成個什麼樣子呢？你還好意思笑得出來，麗萃？"她們那位慈祥的母親也跟了她們一塊兒傷心；她記起二十五年以前，自己也是為著差不多同樣的事情，忍受了多少苦痛。

　　她說："我一點兒沒記錯，當初米勒上校那一團人調走的時候，我整整哭了兩天。我簡直似碎了。"

　　"我相信我的心是一定要碎的，"麗迪雅說。

　　"要是我們能上白利屯去，那多麼好！"班納特太太說。

　　"對啊DD如果能上白利屯去多麼好！可是爸爸偏偏要作對。"

　　"洗一洗海水浴就會使我一輩子身體健康。"

　　"腓力普姨母也說，海水浴一定會對我的身體大有好處。"吉蒂接著說。

　　浪搏恩這家人家的兩位小姐，就是這樣沒完沒結地長吁短嘆。伊莉莎白想把她們笑話一番，可是羞恥心打消了她一切的情趣。她重新又想到達西先生的確沒有冤枉她們，他指出她們的那些缺陷確是事實，她深深感覺到，實在難怪他要干涉他朋友和吉英的好事。

　　但是麗迪雅的憂鬱不多一會就煙消雲散，因為弗斯脫團長的太太請她陪她一塊兒到白利屯去。這位貴友是位很年輕的夫人，新近才結婚的。她跟麗迪雅都是好興緻，好精神，因此意氣相投：雖然才只三個月的友誼，卻已經做了兩個月的知已。

　　麗迪雅這時候是怎樣歡天喜地，她對於弗斯脫太太是怎樣敬慕，班納特太太又是怎樣高興，吉蒂又是怎樣難受，這些自然不在話下。在屋子裡跳來蹦去，叫大家都來祝賀她，大笑大叫，比往常鬧得越發厲害；倒運的吉蒂卻只能繼續在小客廳里怨天尤命，怪三怪四。

　　"我不明白弗斯脫太太為什麼不叫我和麗迪雅一同去，"她說，"即使我不是她特別要好的朋友，又何妨也邀我一同去。照說我比她大兩歲，面子也得大些呢。"

　　伊莉莎白把道理講給她聽，吉英也勸她不必生氣，她都不理睬。再說伊莉莎白，她對於這次邀請，完全不像她母親和麗迪雅那樣興高采烈，她只覺得麗迪雅縱然還沒有糊塗到那種地步，這一去可算完全給毀了。於是她只得暗地裡叫她父親不許麗迪雅去，也顧不得事後讓麗迪雅知道了，會把她恨到什麼地步。她把麗迪雅日常行為舉止失檢的地方，都告訴了父親，說明和弗斯脫太太這樣一個女人做朋友毫無益處，跟這樣的一個朋友到白利屯去，也許會變得更荒唐，因為那邊的誘惑力一定比這裡大。父親用心聽她把話講完，然後說道：

　　"麗迪雅非到公共場所之類的地方去出一出醜，是決不肯甘休的。她這次要去出醜，既不必花家裡的錢，又用不著家裡麻煩，真難得有這樣的機會呢。"

　　伊莉莎白說："麗迪雅那樣輕浮冒失，一定會引起外人注目，會使我們姐妹吃她的大虧──事實上已經吃了很大的虧──你要是想到了這一點，那你對這樁事的看法就會兩樣了。"

　　"已經使你們吃了大虧！"班納特先生重複了一遍。"這話怎麼說：她把你們的愛人嚇跑了不成？可憐的小麗萃呀，甭擔心。那些經不起一點兒小風浪的挑三剔四的小夥子。因為看見了麗迪雅的放蕩行為，而不敢向你們問津？"

　　"你完全弄錯了我的意思。我並不是因為吃了虧才來埋怨。我也說不出我究竟是在埋怨哪一種害處，只覺得害處很多。麗迪雅這种放盪不羈、無法無天的性格，確實對我們體面攸關，一定會影響到我們的社會地位。我說話爽直，千萬要請你原諒。好爸爸，你得想辦法管教管教她這種撒野的脾氣，叫她明白，不能夠一輩子都這樣到處追逐，否則她馬上就要無可救藥了。一旦她的性格定型以後，就難得改過來。她才不過十六歲，就成了一個十足的浪蕩女子，弄得她自己和家庭都惹人笑話，而且她還輕佻浪蕩到極端下賤無恥的地步。她只不過年紀還輕，略有幾分姿色，此外就一無可取。她愚昧無知，頭腦糊塗，只知道搏得別人愛慕，結果到處叫人看不起。吉蒂也有這種危險。麗迪雅要她東就東，西就西。她既無知，又愛虛榮，生性又懶惰，完全是沒有一點家教的樣子！哎喲，我的好爸爸呀，她們隨便走到什麼地方，只要有人認識她們，她們就會受人指責，受人輕視，還時常連累到她們的姐姐們也丟臉，難道你還以為不會這樣嗎？"

　　班納特先生看到她鑽進了牛角尖，便慈祥地握住她扔手說：

　　"好孩子，放心好了。你和吉英兩個人，隨便走到什麼有熟人的地方，人家都會尊敬你們，器重你們；你們決不會因為有了兩個──甚至三個傻妹妹，就失掉了體面。這次要是不讓麗迪雅到白利屯去，我們在浪搏恩就休想安靜。還是讓她去吧。弗斯脫上校是個有見識的人，不會讓她闖出什麼禍事來的；幸虧她又太窮，誰也不會看中她。白利屯跟這兒的情形兩樣，她即使去做一個普通的浪蕩女子，也不夠資格。軍官們會找到更中意的對象。因此，我們但願她到了那兒以後，可以得到些教訓，知道她自己沒有什麼了不起。無論如何，她再壞也壞不到哪裡去，我們總不能把她一輩子關在家裡。"

　　伊莉莎白聽到父親這樣回答，雖然並沒有因此改變主張，卻也只得表示滿意，悶悶不樂地走開了。以她那樣性格的人，也不會盡想著這些事自尋煩惱。她相信她已經盡了自己的責任，至於要她為那些無法避免的害處去憂悶，或者是過分焦慮，那她可辦不到。

　　倘若麗迪雅和她母親知道她這次跟父親談話的內容，她們一定要氣死了，即使她們兩張利嘴同時夾攻，滔滔不絕地大罵一陣，也還消不了她們的氣。在麗迪雅的想像中，只要到白利屯去一次，人間天上的幸福都會獲得。她幻想著在那華麗的浴場附近，一條條街道上都擠滿了軍官。她幻想著幾十個甚至幾百個素昧生平的軍官，都對她獻殷勤。她幻想著堂皇富麗的營帳，帳幕整潔美觀，裡面擠滿了血氣方剛的青年小夥子，都穿著燦爛奪目的大紅軍服。她還幻想到一幅最美滿的情景，幻想到自己坐在一個帳篷裡面，同時跟好多個軍官在柔情密意地賣弄風情。

　　倘若她知道了她姐姐竟要妨害她，不讓她去享受到這些美妙的遠景和美妙的現實，那叫她怎麼受得了？只有她母親才能體諒她這種心境，而且幾乎和她有同感。她相信丈夫決不打算到白利屯去，她感到很痛苦，因此，麗迪雅能夠去一次，對她這種痛苦實在是莫大的安慰。

　　可是她們母女倆完全不知道這回事，因此，到麗迪雅離家的那一天為止，她們一直都是歡天喜地，沒有受到半點兒磨難。

　　現在輪到伊莉莎白和韋翰先生最後一次會面了。她自從回家以後，已經見過他不少次，因此不安的情緒早就消失了；她曾經為了從前對他有過情意而感到不安，這種情緒現在更是消失得無影無蹤。他以前曾以風度文雅而搏得過她的歡心，現在她看出了這裡面的虛偽做作，陳腔濫調，覺得十分厭惡。他目前對待她的態度，又造成了她不愉快的一個新的根源；他不久就流露出要跟她重溫舊好的意思，殊不知經過了那一番冷暖之後，卻只會使她生氣。她發覺要跟她談情說愛的這個人，竟是一個遊手好閒的輕薄公子，因此就不免對他心灰意冷；而他居然還自以為只要能夠重溫舊好，便終究能夠滿足她的虛榮，獲得她的歡心，不管他已經有多久沒有向她獻過殷勤，其中又是為了什麼原因，都不會對事情本身發生任何影響。她看到他那種神氣，雖然表面上忍住了氣不作聲，可是心裡卻正在對他罵不絕口。

　　民團離開麥里屯的前一天，他跟別的一些軍官們都到浪搏恩來吃飯；他問起伊莉莎白在漢斯福那一段日子是怎麼度過的，伊莉莎白為了不願意和他好聲好氣地分手，便趁機提起費茨威廉上校和達西先生都在羅新斯消磨了三個星期，而且還問他認不認識費茨威廉。他頓時氣急敗壞，大驚失色，可是稍許鎮定了一下以後，他便笑嘻嘻地回答她說，以前常常見到他的。他說費茨威廉是個很有紳士風度的人，又問她喜歡不喜歡他。她熱情地回答他說，很喜歡他。他立刻又帶著一副滿不在乎的神氣說道："你剛剛說他在羅新斯待了多久？"

　　"差不多有三個星期。"

　　"你常常和他見面嗎？"

　　"常常見面，差不多每天見面。"

　　"他的風度和他表兄大不相同。"

　　"的確大不相同；可是我想，達西先生跟人家處熟了也就好了。"

　　只見韋翰頓時顯出吃驚的神氣，大聲嚷道："那可怪啦，對不起，我是否可以請問你一下──"說到這裡，他又控制住了自己，把說話的聲調變得愉快些，然而接下去說："他跟人家說話時，語氣是否好了些？他待人接物是否比以前有禮貌些？因為我實在不敢指望他──"他的聲調低下去了，變得更嚴肅了，"指望他從本質上變好過。"

　　"沒那回事！"伊莉莎白說。"我相信他的本質還是和過去一樣。"

　　韋翰聽到她這一番話，不知道應該表示高興，還是應該表示不相信。韋翰見她說話時臉上有種形容不出的表情，心中不免有些害怕和焦急。她又接下去說：

　　"我所謂達西先生跟人處熟了也就好了，並不是說他的思想和態度會變好，而是說，你同他處得愈熟，你就愈了解他的個性。"

　　韋翰一聽此話，不禁心慌起來，頓時便紅了臉，神情也十分不安。他沉默了好幾分鐘以後，才收斂住了那股窘相，轉過身來對著她，用極其溫和的聲調說：

　　"你很了解我心裡對達西先生是怎樣一種感覺，因此你也很容易明白：我聽到他居然也懂得在表面上裝得像個樣子了，這叫我多麼高興。那種驕傲即使對他自己沒有什麼益處，對別人也許倒有好處，因為他既有這種驕傲，就不會有那種惡劣行為，使我吃了那麼大的虧了。我只怕他雖然收斂了一些（你大概就是說他比較收斂了一些吧）事實上只不過為了要在他姨母面前做幌子，讓他姨母看得起他，說他的好話。我很明白，每逢他和他姨母在一起的時候，他就免不了戰戰兢兢，這多半是為了想和德包爾小姐結婚，這敢說，這是他念念不忘的一件大事。"

　　伊莉莎白聽到這些話，不由得微微一笑，她只稍微點了一下頭，並沒有做聲。她看出他又想在她面前把那個老問題拿出來發一通牢騷，她可沒有興緻去慫恿他。這個晚上就這樣過去了，他表面上還是裝得像平常一樣高興，可沒有打算再逢迎伊莉莎白；最後他們客客氣氣地分了手，也許雙方都希望永遠不再見面了。

　　他們分手以後，麗迪雅便跟弗斯脫太太回到麥里屯去，他們打算明天一早從那兒動身。麗迪雅和家裡分別的時候，與其說是有什麼離愁別恨，還不如說是熱鬧了一場。只有吉蒂流了眼淚，可是她這一場哭泣卻是為了煩惱和嫉妒。班納特太太口口聲聲祝她女兒幸福，又千叮萬囑地叫她不要錯過了及時行樂的機會DD這種囑咐，女兒當然會去遵命辦理；她得意非凡地對家裡人大聲叫著再會，於是姐妹們低聲細氣地祝她一路平安的話，她聽也沒有聽見。

Chapter 42

HAD Elizabeth's opinion been all drawn from her own family, she could not have formed a very pleasing picture of conjugal felicity or domestic comfort. Her father, captivated by youth and beauty, and that appearance of good humour which youth and beauty generally give, had married a woman whose weak understanding and illiberal mind had, very early in their marriage, put an end to all real affection for her. Respect, esteem, and confidence had vanished for ever; and all his views of domestic happiness were overthrown. But Mr. Bennet was not of a disposition to seek comfort, for the disappointment which his own imprudence had brought on, in any of those pleasures which too often console the unfortunate for their folly or their vice. He was fond of the country and of books; and from these tastes had arisen his principal enjoyments. To his wife he was very little otherwise indebted, than as her ignorance and folly had contributed to his amusement. This is not the sort of happiness which a man would in general wish to owe to his wife; but where other powers of entertainment are wanting, the true philosopher will derive benefit from such as are given.
Elizabeth, however, had never been blind to the impropriety of her father's behaviour as a husband. She had always seen it with pain; but respecting his abilities, and grateful for his affectionate treatment of herself, she endeavoured to forget what she could not overlook, and to banish from her thoughts that continual breach of conjugal obligation and decorum which, in exposing his wife to the contempt of her own children, was so highly reprehensible. But she had never felt so strongly as now the disadvantages which must attend the children of so unsuitable a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising from so ill-judged a direction of talents; talents which rightly used, might at least have preserved the respectability of his daughters, even if incapable of enlarging the mind of his wife.
When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham's departure, she found little other cause for satisfaction in the loss of the regiment. Their parties abroad were less varied than before; and at home she had a mother and sister whose constant repinings at the dulness of every thing around them threw a real gloom over their domestic circle; and, though Kitty might in time regain her natural degree of sense, since the disturbers of her brain were removed, her other sister, from whose disposition greater evil might be apprehended, was likely to be hardened in all her folly and assurance by a situation of such double danger as a watering place and a camp. Upon the whole, therefore, she found what has been sometimes found before, that an event to which she had looked forward with impatient desire, did not, in taking place, bring all the satisfaction she had promised herself. It was consequently necessary to name some other period for the commencement of actual felicity; to have some other point on which her wishes and hopes might be fixed, and by again enjoying the pleasure of anticipation, console herself for the present, and prepare for another disappointment. Her tour to the Lakes was now the object of her happiest thoughts; it was her best consolation for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her mother and Kitty made inevitable; and could she have included Jane in the scheme, every part of it would have been perfect.
"But it is fortunate," thought she, "that I have something to wish for. Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment would be certain. But here, by my carrying with me one ceaseless source of regret in my sister's absence, I may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of pleasure realized. A scheme of which every part promises delight, can never be successful; and general disappointment is only warded off by the defence of some little peculiar vexation."
When Lydia went away, she promised to write very often and very minutely to her mother and Kitty; but her letters were always long expected, and always very short. Those to her mother contained little else, than that they were just returned from the library, where such and such officers had attended them, and where she had seen such beautiful ornaments as made her quite wild; that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which she would have described more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they were going to the camp; -- and from her correspondence with her sister, there was still less to be learnt -- for her letters to Kitty, though rather longer, were much too full of lines under the words to be made public.
After the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health, good humour, and cheerfulness began to re-appear at Longbourn. Everything wore a happier aspect. The families who had been in town for the winter came back again, and summer finery and summer engagements arose. Mrs. Bennet was restored to her usual querulous serenity, and by the middle of June Kitty was so much recovered as to be able to enter Meryton without tears; an event of such happy promise as to make Elizabeth hope that by the following Christmas, she might be so tolerably reasonable as not to mention an officer above once a day, unless, by some cruel and malicious arrangement at the War-Office, another regiment should be quartered in Meryton.
The time fixed for the beginning of their Northern tour was now fast approaching; and a fortnight only was wanting of it, when a letter arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at once delayed its commencement and curtailed its extent. Mr. Gardiner would be prevented by business from setting out till a fortnight later in July, and must be in London again within a month; and as that left too short a period for them to go so far, and see so much as they had proposed, or at least to see it with the leisure and comfort they had built on, they were obliged to give up the Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour; and, according to the present plan, were to go no farther northward than Derbyshire. In that county, there was enough to be seen to occupy the chief of their three weeks; and to Mrs. Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction. The town where she had formerly passed some years of her life, and where they were now to spend a few days, was probably as great an object of her curiosity, as all the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, Dovedale, or the Peak.
Elizabeth was excessively disappointed; she had set her heart on seeing the Lakes; and still thought there might have been time enough. But it was her business to be satisfied -- and certainly her temper to be happy; and all was soon right again.
With the mention of Derbyshire, there were many ideas connected. It was impossible for her to see the word without thinking of Pemberley and its owner. "But surely," said she, "I may enter his county with impunity, and rob it of a few petrified spars without his perceiving me."
The period of expectation was now doubled. Four weeks were to pass away before her uncle and aunt's arrival. But they did pass away, and Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, did at length appear at Longbourn. The children, two girls of six and eight years old, and two younger boys, were to be left under the particular care of their cousin Jane, who was the general favourite, and whose steady sense and sweetness of temper exactly adapted her for attending to them in every way -- teaching them, playing with them, and loving them.
The Gardiners staid only one night at Longbourn, and set off the next morning with Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement. One enjoyment was certain -- that of suitableness as companions; a suitableness which comprehended health and temper to bear inconveniences -- cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure -- and affection and intelligence, which might supply it among themselves if there were disappointments abroad.
It is not the object of this work to give a description of Derbyshire, nor of any of the remarkable places through which their route thither lay; Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenelworth, Birmingham, &c. are sufficiently known. A small part of Derbyshire is all the present concern. To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner's former residence, and where she had lately learned that some acquaintance still remained, they bent their steps, after having seen all the principal wonders of the country; and within five miles of Lambton, Elizabeth found from her aunt that Pemberley was situated. It was not in their direct road, nor more than a mile or two out of it. In talking over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed an inclination to see the place again. Mr. Gardiner declared his willingness, and Elizabeth was applied to for her approbation.
"My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have heard so much?" said her aunt. "A place too, with which so many of your acquaintance are connected. Wickham passed all his youth there, you know."
Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business at Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a disinclination for seeing it. She must own that she was tired of great houses; after going over so many, she really had no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains.
Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity. "If it were merely a fine house richly furnished," said she, "I should not care about it myself; but the grounds are delightful. They have some of the finest woods in the country."
Elizabeth said no more -- but her mind could not acquiesce. The possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place, instantly occurred. It would be dreadful! She blushed at the very idea; and thought it would be better to speak openly to her aunt than to run such a risk. But against this there were objections; and she finally resolved that it could be the last resource, if her private enquiries as to the absence of the family were unfavourably answered.
Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid whether Pemberley were not a very fine place, what was the name of its proprietor, and, with no little alarm, whether the family were down for the summer. A most welcome negative followed the last question -- and her alarms being now removed, she was at leisure to feel a great deal of curiosity to see the house herself; and when the subject was revived the next morning, and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and with a proper air of indifference, that she had not really any dislike to the scheme.
To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go.

　　第 42 章

　　倘若叫伊莉莎白根據她自己家庭的情形，來說一說什麼叫做婚姻的幸福，什麼叫做家庭的樂趣，那她一定說不出好話來。她父親當年就因為貪戀青春美貌，為的是青春美貌往往會給人帶來很大的情趣，因此娶了這樣一個智力貧乏而又小心眼兒的女人，結婚不久，他對太太的深摯的情意便完結了。夫婦之間的互敬互愛和推心置腹，都永遠消失得無影無蹤；他對於家庭幸福的理想也完全給推翻了。換了別的人，凡是因為自己的冒失而招來了不幸，往往會用荒唐或是不正當的佚樂來安慰自己，可是班納特先生卻不喜歡這一套。他喜愛鄉村景色，喜愛讀書自娛，這就是他最大的樂趣。說到他的太太，除了她的無知和愚蠢倒可以供他開心作樂之外，他對她就再沒有別的恩情了。一般男人照理總不希望在妻子身上找這一種樂趣，可是大智大慧的人既然沒有本領去找別的玩藝兒，當然只好聽天由命。

　　不過伊莉莎白並不是看不出父親的缺德。她老是一看到就覺得痛苦；可是她尊重他的才能，又感謝他對讀書的寵愛，因此，本來忽略不了的地方，她也盡量把它忽略過去，而且縱使父親大不該叫孩子們看不起媽媽，以致使他們老夫婦一天比一天不能夠互敬互愛地相處，她也盡量不去想它。但是，說到不美滿的婚姻給兒女們帶來的不利，她從前決沒有象現在體驗得這樣深刻，父親的才能使用不得當因而造成種種害處，這一點她從來沒有象現在這樣看得透徹。要是父親的才能運用得適當，即使不能夠擴展母親的見識，至少也可以保存女兒們的體面。

　　韋翰走了固然使伊莉莎白感到快慰，然而，這個民兵團開拔以後，並沒有什麼別的地方叫她滿意。外面的宴會不象以前那樣多那樣有趣了，在家裡又是成天只聽到母親和妹妹口口聲聲埋怨生活沉悶，使家裡籠罩上了一層陰影；至於吉蒂雖說那些鬧得她心猿意馬的人已經走了，她不久就會恢復常態；可是還有那另外一個妹妹，秉性本就不好，加上現在又處身在那兵營和浴場的雙重危險的環境里，自然會更加大膽放蕩，闖出更大的禍事來，因此從大體上說來，她發覺到（其實以前有一度她早就發覺到）她眼巴巴望著到來的一件事，等到真正到來了，總不象她預期的那麼滿意。因此她不得不把真正幸福的開端期諸來日，找些別的東西來寄託她的希望和心愿，在期待的心情中自我陶醉一番，暫時安慰自己一下，準備再遭受到失望。她現在心裡最得意的一件事便是不久就可以到湖區去旅行，因為既然母親和吉蒂心裡不快活，吵得家裡雞犬不寧，當然一想起出門便使她獲得了最大的安慰；如果吉英也能參加這次旅行，那就十全十美了。

　　她心裡想："總還算幸運，我還可以存些指望。假使處處都安排得很完滿，我反面要感到失望了。姐姐不能夠一同去，我自會時時刻刻都感到遺憾，不過也反而可以使我存著一分希望，因此我所期待的愉快也可能會實現。十全十美的計劃總不會成功；只有稍許帶著幾分苦惱，才可以大體上防止得了失望。"

　　麗迪雅臨走的時候，答應常常給母親和吉蒂寫信來，詳詳細細地告訴她們一路上的情形，可是她走了以後，家裡老是等了好久才接到她一封信，而每封信又往往只是寥寥數行。她給她母親寫的那些信，無非說說她們剛剛從圖書館回來，有許多軍官們陪著她們一起去，她們在那裡看到許多漂亮的裝飾品，使她眼紅極了，或者說是她買了一件新的長衣服，一把陽傘，她本來可以把這些東西詳詳細細描寫一番，可是弗斯脫太太在叫她了，她們馬上就要到兵營去，等等。至於她寫給吉蒂的信，雖然要長得多，可是也很空洞，因為有許多重要的話不便寫出來。

　　她走了兩三個星期以後，浪搏恩又重新恢復了愉快歡樂的氣象。一切都欣欣向榮。上城裡過冬的那些人家都搬回來了，人們都穿起了夏天的新裝，到處是夏天的約會。班納特太太又象往常一樣動不動就發牢騷。到了六月中旬吉蒂完全恢復了常態，到麥里屯去可以不掉眼淚了，伊莉莎白看到真高興，她希望到了耶誕節，吉蒂會變得相當有理智，不至於每天三番五次地提到軍官們，除非作戰部不管人家死活，又來一次惡作劇，重新調一團人駐紮到麥里屯來。

　　他們北上旅行的日期已經迫近，只剩下兩個星期了，不料這時候嘉丁納太太卻寄來了一封信，使行期耽擱下來，旅行範圍也得縮小。信上說，因為嘉丁納先生有事，行期必須延遲兩個星期，到七月里才能動身，又因為他只能出外旅行一個月便得回到倫敦，日期很短促，不能照原來的計劃作長途旅行，飽餐山川景色，至少不能照原來所安排的那樣悠閑自在地去遊覽，湖區必須放棄，旅程必須縮短，只能到德比郡為止。其實德比郡就足夠供他們遊覽，足夠他們消磨短短三星期的旅行日程，而且嘉丁納太太非常嚮往那個地方。她以前曾在那兒住過兒年，現在能夠舊地重遊，盤桓數日，便不禁對於馬特洛克、恰滋華斯、鴿谷、秀阜的風景名勝，心醉神往。

　　這封信使伊莉莎白非常失望。她本來一心想去觀賞湖區風光，到現在還覺得時間很充裕。不過，她既沒有權利可以反對，她的心境又很灑脫，不多一會，便又覺得好受了。一提到德比郡，就免不了勾起多少聯想。她看到這個地名，就不禁想到彭伯里和彭伯里的主人。她說："我一定可以大搖大擺地走進他的故鄉，趁他不知不覺的時候，攫取幾塊透明的晶石。"

　　行期一延再延。舅父母還得過四個星期才能來。可是四個星期畢竟過去了，嘉丁納夫婦終於帶著他們的四個孩子來到浪搏恩。四個孩子中間有兩個女孩子，一個六歲，一個八歲，另外兩個男孩子年紀還小。孩子們都將留在這兒，由他們的表姐吉英照管，因為他們都喜歡吉英，加上吉英舉止穩重，性情柔和，無論是教孩子們讀書，跟他們遊戲，以及照顧他們，都非常適合。

　　嘉丁納夫婦只在浪搏恩住了一夜，第二天一大早就帶著伊莉莎白去探新求異，尋歡作樂。這幾個旅伴確實非常適當，所謂適當，就是說大家身體健壯，性子柔和，路上遇到不方便的地方可以忍受得了，這實在叫人稱心如意。他們一個個都生氣勃勃，這自然可以促進愉快，而且他們感情豐富，人又聰明，萬一在外地碰到了什麼掃興的事情，互相之間仍然可以過得很快活。

　　本書不打算詳細描寫德比郡怕風光，至於他們的旅程所必須經過的一些名勝地區，例如牛津、布楞恩、瓦立克、凱尼爾沃思、伯明罕等，大家都知道得夠多了，也不打算寫。現在只講一講德比郡的一小部分。且說有個小鎮名叫藍白屯，嘉丁納夫婦從前曾在那兒住過，她最近聽說還有些熟人依舊住在那邊，於是看完了鄉間的一切名勝古迹之後，便繞道到那兒去看看。伊莉莎白聽見舅母說，離開藍白屯不到五英里路就是彭伯里，雖然不是路過必經之處，可是也不過彎了一兩英里路。前一個晚上討論旅程的時候，嘉丁納太太說是想到那邊再去看看。嘉丁納先生表示願意，於是他們便來徵求伊莉莎白同意。

　　舅母對她說："親愛的，那個地方你是久聞大名的，願意去看看嗎？你的許多朋友都跟那地方有關係。韋翰的整個少年時代都是在那兒度過的，你知道。"

　　伊莉莎白給說得窘極了。她覺得不必到彭伯里去，便只得說不想去。她但說高樓大廈、錦繡幃，已經見識得夠多了，實在無意再去流覽

　　嘉丁納太太罵她蠢，她說："要是光光只有一幢富麗堂皇的房子，我也不會把它擺在心上；可是那兒的放置庭園景色實在可愛，那兒的樹木是全國最美麗的樹林。"

　　伊莉莎白不做聲了，可是她心裡依舊不敢贊同。她立刻想到，如果到那兒去欣賞風景，很可能碰到達西先生，那多糟糕！她想到這裡就羞紅了臉，自以為還不如把事情跟舅母開誠布公地說個明白，免得要擔這麼大的風險。可是這也不妥當；也最後決定先去暗地打聽一下達西先生家裡有沒有人，如果有人，那麼，她再來用最後一著還不為遲。

　　晚上臨睡的時候，她便向待女打聽彭伯里地方好不好，主人姓甚名誰，又心驚膽戰地問起主人家是否要回來消暑。她這最後一問，竟得到了她所求之不得的回答：他們不回來。她現在用不到再怕什麼了，可是又逐漸產生了極大的好奇心，想親眼去看看那幢房子；第二天早上舊話重提，舅母又來徵求她的同意，她便帶著一副毫不在乎的神氣馬上回答說，她對於這個計劃沒有什麼不贊成，於是他們就決計上彭伯里去了。

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Chapter 43 (part 1)

ELIZABETH, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length they turned in at the lodge, her spirits were in a high flutter.
The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground. They entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through a beautiful wood, stretching over a wide extent.
Elizabeth's mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually ascended for half a mile, and then found themselves at the top of a considerable eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by Pemberley House, situated on the opposite side of a valley, into which the road, with some abruptness, wound. It was a large, handsome, stone building, standing well on rising ground, and backed by a ridge of high woody hills; -- and in front, a stream of some natural importance was swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance. Its banks were neither formal, nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural beauty had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt that to be mistress of Pemberley might be something!
They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door; and, while examining the nearer aspect of the house, all her apprehensions of meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been mistaken. On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to wonder at her being where she was.
The housekeeper came; a respectable-looking, elderly woman, much less fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding her. They followed her into the dining-parlour. It was a large, well-proportioned room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went to a window to enjoy its prospect. The hill, crowned with wood, from which they had descended, receiving increased abruptness from the distance, was a beautiful object. Every disposition of the ground was good; and she looked on the whole scene -- the river, the trees scattered on its banks, and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace it -- with delight. As they passed into other rooms, these objects were taking different positions; but from every window there were beauties to be seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture suitable to the fortune of their proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with admiration of his taste, that it was neither gaudy nor uselessly fine; with less of splendor, and more real elegance, than the furniture of Rosings.
"And of this place," thought she, "I might have been mistress! With these rooms I might now have been familiarly acquainted! Instead of viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt. -- But no," -- recollecting herself, -- "that could never be: my uncle and aunt would have been lost to me: I should not have been allowed to invite them." This was a lucky recollection -- it saved her from something like regret.
She longed to enquire of the housekeeper whether her master were really absent, but had not courage for it. At length, however, the question was asked by her uncle; and she turned away with alarm, while Mrs. Reynolds replied that he was, adding, "but we expect him tomorrow, with a large party of friends." How rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own journey had not by any circumstance been delayed a day!
Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached, and saw the likeness of Mr. Wickham suspended, amongst several other miniatures, over the mantlepiece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how she liked it. The housekeeper came forward, and told them it was the picture of a young gentleman, the son of her late master's steward, who had been brought up by him at his own expence. -- "He is now gone into the army," she added, "but I am  he has turned out very wild."
Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth could not return it.
"And that," said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the miniatures, "is my master -- and very like him. It was drawn at the same time as the other -- about eight years ago."
"I have heard much of your master's fine person," said Mrs. Gardiner, looking at the picture; "it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell us whether it is like or not."
Mrs. Reynolds's respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this intimation of her knowing her master.
"Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?"
Elizabeth coloured, and said -- "A little."
"And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, Ma'am?"
"Yes, very handsome."
"I am sure I know none so handsome; but in the gallery up stairs you will see a finer, larger picture of him than this. This room was my late master's favourite room, and these miniatures are just as they used to be then. He was very fond of them."
This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham's being among them.
Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn when she was only eight years old.
"And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?" said Mr. Gardiner.
"Oh! yes -- the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so accomplished! -- She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is a new instrument just come down for her -- a present from my master; she comes here to-morrow with him."
Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were easy and pleasant, encouraged her communicativeness by his questions and remarks; Mrs. Reynolds, either from pride or attachment, had evidently great pleasure in talking of her master and his sister.
"Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?"
"Not so much as I could wish, Sir; but I dare say he may spend half his time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months."
"Except," thought Elizabeth, "when she goes to Ramsgate."
"If your master would marry, you might see more of him."
"Yes, Sir; but I do not know when that will be. I do not know who is good enough for him."
Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth could not help saying, "It is very much to his credit, I am sure, that you should think so."
"I say no more than the truth, and what every body will say that knows him," replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was going pretty far; and she listened with increasing astonishment as the housekeeper added, "I have never had a cross word from him in my life, and I have known him ever since he was four years old."
This was praise, of all others most extraordinary, most opposite to her ideas. That he was not a good tempered man had been her firmest opinion. Her keenest attention was awakened; she longed to hear more, and was grateful to her uncle for saying,
"There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are lucky in having such a master."
"Yes, Sir, I know I am. If I was to go through the world, I could not meet with a better. But I have always observed that they who are good-natured when children are good-natured when they grow up; and he was always the sweetest-tempered, most generous-hearted, boy in the world."
Elizabeth almost stared at her. -- "Can this be Mr. Darcy!" thought she.
"His father was an excellent man," said Mrs. Gardiner.
"Yes, Ma'am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him -- just as affable to the poor."
Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and was impatient for more. Mrs. Reynolds could interest her on no other point. She related the subject of the pictures, the dimensions of the rooms, and the price of the furniture, in vain. Mr. Gardiner, highly amused by the kind of family prejudice to which he attributed her excessive commendation of her master, soon led again to the subject; and she dwelt with energy on his many merits, as they proceeded together up the great staircase.
"He is the best landlord, and the best master," said she, "that ever lived. Not like the wild young men now-a-days, who think of nothing but themselves. There is not one of his tenants or servants but what will give him a good name. Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never saw any thing of it. To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle away like other young men."
"In what an amiable light does this place him!" thought Elizabeth.
"This fine account of him," whispered her aunt, as they walked, "is not quite consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend."
"erhaps we might be deceived."
"That is not very likely; our authority was too good."
On reaching the spacious lobby above, they were shewn into a very pretty sitting-room, lately fitted up with greater elegance and lightness than the apartments below; and were informed that it was but just done to give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a liking to the room when last at Pemberley.
"He is certainly a good brother," said Elizabeth, as she walked towards one of the windows.
Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy's delight when she should enter the room. "And this is always the way with him," she added. -- "Whatever can give his sister any pleasure is sure to be done in a moment. There is nothing he would not do for her."
The picture gallery, and two or three of the principal bedrooms, were all that remained to be shewn. In the former were many good paintings; but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from such as had been already visible below, she had willingly turned to look at some drawings of Miss Darcy's, in crayons, whose subjects were usually more interesting, and also more intelligible.
In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked on in quest of the only face whose features would be known to her. At last it arrested her -- and she beheld a striking resemblance of Mr. Darcy, with such a smile over the face as she remembered to have sometimes seen, when he looked at her. She stood several minutes before the picture in earnest contemplation, and returned to it again before they quitted the gallery. Mrs. Reynolds informed them that it had been taken in his father's life time.
There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth's mind, a more gentle sensation towards the original than she had ever felt in the height of their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds was of no trifling nature. What praise is more valuable than the praise of an intelligent servant? As a brother, a landlord, a master, she considered how many people's happiness were in his guardianship! -- How much of pleasure or pain it was in his power to bestow! -- How much of good or evil must be done by him! Every idea that had been brought forward by the housekeeper was favourable to his character, and as she stood before the canvas, on which he was represented, and fixed his eyes upon herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment of gratitude than it had ever raised before; she remembered its warmth, and softened its impropriety of expression.
When all of the house that was open to general inspection had been seen, they returned down stairs, and, taking leave of the housekeeper, were consigned over to the gardener, who met them at the hall door.
As they walked across the lawn towards the river, Elizabeth turned back to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped also, and while the former was conjecturing as to the date of the building, the owner of it himself suddenly came forward from the road, which led behind it to the stables.

　　第 43 章 (上)

　　他們坐著車子一直向前去。彭伯里的樹林一出現在眼前，伊莉莎白就有些心慌；等到走進了莊園，她更加心神不定。

　　花園很大，只見裡邊高阜低洼，氣象萬千。他們揀一個最低的地方走進了園，在一座深邃遼闊的美麗的樹林里坐著車子走了好久。

　　伊莉莎白滿懷感觸，無心說話，可是看到了每一處、每一角的美景，她都嘆賞不已。他們沿著上坡路慢慢兒走了半英里光景，最後來到了一個相當高的山坡上，這也就是樹林子盡頭的地方，彭伯里大廈馬上映入眼帘。房子在山谷那邊，有一條相當陡斜的路曲曲折折地通到谷中。這是一幢很大很漂亮的石頭建築物，屹立在高壟上，屋子後面枕著一連片樹林茂密的高高的小山岡；屋前一泓頗有天然情趣的溪流正在漲潮，沒有一絲一毫人工的痕迹。兩岸的點綴既不呆板，也不做作。伊莉莎白高興極了。她從來不曾看到過一個比這裡更富於自然情趣的地方，也沒有見過任何地方的自然之美能象這兒一樣的不受到庸俗的沾損。大家都熱烈地讚賞不已，伊莉莎白頓時不禁覺得：在彭伯里當個主婦也還不錯吧。他們下了山坡，過了橋，一直駛到大廈門前，欣賞那附近一帶的景物，伊莉莎白這時候不免又起了一陣疑懼，生怕闖見主人。她擔心旅館里的侍女弄錯了。他們請求進去參觀，立刻被讓進客廳；大家都在等著管家奶奶，這時候伊莉莎白方才想起身在何處。

　　管家奶奶來了，是一個態度端莊的老婦人，遠不如她們想像中那麼有丰姿，可是禮貌的周到倒出乎她的想像。他們跟著她走進了餐室。那是一間寬敞舒適的大屋子，布置得很精緻。伊莉莎白稍許看了一下，便走到窗口欣賞風景。他們望著剛才下來的那座小山，只見叢林密布，從遠處望去益發顯得陡峭，真是個美麗的地方。處處都收拾得很美觀。她縱目四望，只見一彎河道，林木夾岸，山谷蜿蜒曲折，真看得她心曠神怡。他們再走到別的房間里去看，每換一個房間，景緻總會兩樣，可是不管你走到哪個視窗，都自有秀色可餐。一個個房間都高大美觀，傢俱陳設也和主人的身份頗為相稱，既不俗氣，又不過分侈麗，比起羅新斯來，可以說是豪華不足，風雅有餘，伊莉莎白看了，很佩服主人的情趣。她心裡想："我差一點就做了這兒的主婦呢！這些房間也許早就讓我走熟了！我非但不必以一個陌生人的身份來參觀，而且還可以當作自己的住宅來受用，把舅父母當做貴客歡迎。可是不行，"她忽然想了起來，"這是萬萬辦不到的事：那時候我就見不到舅父母了，他決不會允許我邀他們來。"

　　她幸虧想起了這一點，才沒有後悔當初的事。

　　她真想問問這位管家奶奶，主人是否真不在家，可是她沒有勇氣，只得作罷。不過她舅父終於代她問出了這一句話，使她大為慌張，連忙別轉頭去，只聽見雷諾奶奶回答道，他的確不在家。接著又說，"可是明天會回家，還要帶來許多朋友。"伊莉莎白聽了真高興，幸虧他們沒有遲一天到這兒來。

　　她的舅母叫她去看一張畫像。她走近前去，看見那是韋翰的肖像，和另外幾張小型畫像夾在一起，掛在壁爐架的上方。舅母笑嘻嘻地問她覺得好不好。管家奶奶走過來說，畫像上這位年輕人是老主人的帳房的兒子，由老主人一手把他栽培起來。她又說道：

　　"他現在到軍隊里去了，我怕他已經變得很浪蕩了。"

　　嘉丁納太太笑吟吟地對她外甥女兒望了一眼，可是伊莉莎白實在笑不出來。

　　雷諾奶奶指著另一張畫像說，"這就是我的小主人，畫得象極了。跟那一張是同時畫的，大約有八年了。"

　　嘉丁納太太望著那張畫像說："我常常聽人家說，你的主人堂堂一表人材，他這張臉蛋的確漂亮。……可是，麗萃，你倒說說看，畫得象不象。"

　　雷諾奶奶聽到伊莉莎白跟她主人相熟，便好象益發敬重她。

　　"這位小姐原來跟達西先生相熟？"

　　伊莉莎白臉紅了，只得說："不太熟。"

　　"你覺得他是位很漂亮的少爺嗎，小姐？"

　　"是的，很漂亮。"

　　"我敢說，我沒見過這樣漂亮的人；樓上畫室里還有一張他的畫像，比這張大，畫得也比這張好。老主人生前最喜愛這間屋子，這些畫像的擺法，也還是照從前的老樣子。他很喜歡這些小型畫像。"

　　伊莉莎白這才明白為什麼韋翰先生的像也放在一起。

　　雷諾奶奶接著又指給他們看達西小姐的一張畫像，那還是她八歲的時候畫的。

　　"達西小姐也跟她哥哥一樣漂亮嗎？"嘉丁納先生問道。

　　"噢，那還用說……從來沒有過這樣漂亮的小姐，又那麼多才多藝！她成天彈琴唱歌。隔壁的房間里就是剛剛替她買來的一架鋼琴，那是我主人給她的禮物，她明天會跟他一塊兒回來。"

　　那位管家奶奶看見嘉丁納先生為人那麼隨和，便跟他有問有答。雷諾奶奶非常樂意談到她主人兄妹倆，這或者是由於為他們感到驕傲，或者是由於和他們交情深厚。

　　"你主人每年在彭伯里待的日子多嗎？"

　　"並沒有我所盼望的那麼多，先生，他每年大概可以在這兒待上半年；達西小姐總是在這兒歇夏。"

　　伊莉莎白心想："除非到拉姆斯蓋特去就不來了。"

　　"要是你主人結了婚，你見到他的時候就會多些。"

　　"是的，先生；不過我不知道這件事幾時才能如願。我也不知道哪家小姐配得上他。"

　　嘉丁納夫婦都笑了。伊莉莎白不由得說，"你會這樣想，真使他太有面子了。"

　　管家奶奶說："我說的全是真話，認識他的人都是這樣說，"伊莉莎白覺得這話實在講得有些過分。只聽得那管家奶奶又說道："我一輩子沒聽過他一句重話，從他四歲起，我就跟他在一起了。"伊莉莎白聽得更是驚奇。

　　這句褒獎的話說得最出人意料，也叫她最難想像。她早就斷定達西是個脾氣不好的人，今日乍聽此話，不禁引起了她深切的注意。她很想再多聽一些。幸喜她舅舅又開口說道：

　　"當得起這樣恭維的人，實在沒有幾個。你真是運氣好，碰上了這樣一個好主人。"

　　"你真說得是，先生，我自己也知道運氣好。我就是走遍天下，再也不會碰到一個更好的主人。我常說，小時候脾氣好，長大了脾氣也會好；他從小就是個脾氣最乖、肚量最大的孩子。"

　　伊莉莎白禁不住瞪起眼來看她。她心裡想："達西當真是這樣一個人嗎？"

　　"他父親是個了不起的人，"嘉丁納太太說。

　　"太太，你說得是，他的確是個了不起的人；他獨生子完全像他一樣……也像他那樣體貼窮苦人。"

　　伊莉莎白一直聽下去，先是奇怪，繼而懷疑，最後又極想再多聽一些，可是雷諾奶奶再也想不出別的話來引起她的興趣。她談到畫像，談到房間大小，談到傢俱的價格，可是她都不愛聽。嘉丁納先生覺得，這個管家奶奶所以要過甚其辭地誇獎她自己的主人，無非是出於家人的偏見，這倒也使他聽得很有趣，於是馬上又談到這個話題上來了。她一面起勁地談到他的許多優點，一面領著他們走上大樓梯。

　　"他是個開明的莊主，又是個最好的主人；"她說，"他不像目前一般撒野的青年，一心只為自己打算。沒有一個佃戶或傭人不稱讚他。有些人說他傲慢；可是我從來沒看到過他有哪一點傲慢的地方。據我猜想，他只是不像一般青年人那樣愛說話罷了。"

　　"他被你說得多麼可愛！"伊莉莎白想道。

　　她舅母一邊走，一邊輕輕地說："只聽到說他的好話，可是他對待我們那位可憐的朋友卻是那種樣子，好像與事實不大符合。"

　　"我們可能是受到蒙蔽了。"

　　"這不大可能；我們的根據太可靠了。"

　　他們走到樓上那個寬敞的穿堂，就給領進一間漂亮的起坐間，這起坐間新近才布置起來，比樓下的許多房間還要精緻和清新，據說那是剛剛收拾起來專供達西小姐享用的，因為去年她在彭伯里看中了這間屋子。

　　"他千真萬確是一個好哥哥，"伊莉莎白一面說，一面走到一個窗戶跟前。

　　雷諾奶奶估計達西小姐一走進這間屋子，將會怎樣高興。她說："他一向就是這樣，凡是能使他妹妹高興的事情，他馬上辦到。他從來沒有一樁事不依她。"

　　剩下來只有畫室和兩三間主要的寢室要指給他們看了。

　　畫室里陳列著許多優美的油畫，可惜伊莉莎白對藝術方面完全是外行，但覺這些畫好象在樓下都已經看到過，於是她寧可掉過頭去看看達西小姐所畫的幾張粉筆畫，因為這些畫的題材一般都比較耐人尋味，而且比較容易看得懂。

　　畫室里都是家族的畫像，陌生人看了不會感到興趣。伊莉莎白走來走去，專門去找那個面熟的人的畫像；她終於看到了有張畫像非常像達西先生，只見他臉上的笑容正像他從前看起來的時候那種笑容。她在這幅畫像跟前站了幾分鐘，欣賞得出了神，臨出畫室之前，又走回去看了一下。雷諾奶奶告訴他們說，這張畫像還是他父親在世的時候畫的。

　　伊莉莎白不禁對畫里那個人立刻起了一陣親切之感，即使從前她跟他見面最多的時候，她對他也從來沒有過這種感覺。我們不應當小看了雷諾奶奶對她主人的這種稱讚。什麼樣的稱讚會比一個聰明的下人的稱讚更來得寶貴呢？她認為他無論是作為一個兄長，一個莊主，一個家主，都一手操縱著多少人的幸福；他能夠給人家多少快樂，又能夠給人家多少痛苦；他可以行多少善，又可以作多少惡。那個管家奶奶所提出的每一件事情，都足心說明他品格的優良。她站在他的畫像面前只覺得他一雙眼睛在盯著她看，她不由得想起了他對她的鐘情，於是一陣從來沒有過的感激之情油然而生，她一記起他鐘情的殷切，便不再去計較他求愛的唐突了。

　　凡是可以公開參觀的地方，他們都走遍了，然後走下樓來，告別了管家奶奶，管家奶奶便吩咐一個園丁在大廳門口迎接他們。

　　他們穿過草地，走向河邊，伊莉莎白這時候又掉過頭來看了一直，舅父母也都停住了腳步，哪知道她舅舅正想估量一下這房子的建築年代，忽然看到屋主人從一條通往馬廄的大路上走了過來。