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love in waiting
----How long should he waiting more?
Ming is a pretty, honest, likable girl,who is from Chongqing city,China.The first meeting was at March-2003,that time I just preparing for leave gulf. Therefore I can』t know her very well, her delicate facial features and that long hair is my initial impression…
On 4-Dec,2006, this is my 3rd time to visit this area where let me feel sadly and also let me had a nice dream. For 3 years, the peripheral scenery same as before, the human also did not change more, time like freezing……
Always pledged not to continue anticipate the spring at oasis in desert. Humans affairs always strange,you don』t want to think it, not willing to touch it, it has become the reality unfortunately.A lot of things is missed in the past days, beach of Howee, Panama's canal, Colombia's rain forest,came to truth from dreams one by one,and walked into elapse. Long long time, the initial fervor already changed to quietness, the ice-cold survival reality let me distressed. Sometimes stared at the nickname」fupingpiaohe」 silently on the computer,I feel heart breaking. The long-talking at that night let me ponder deeply,and was awared the implication of 「What the sentiment is?-It let you pay put all of your life…」
Before relate the story about this talented, handsome boy」Safeer」 who from our friendly state(pakinstan),I have recalled this words as follows: grief is the companion of happiness,sunshine wil be come after rain, if rain by rain,grief by grief,let us face the leaving after leaving calmly,smile will find you!
Well, experience is worth commemorating, remembered should remember, forgot should forget, changed should change, accepted that cannot changed.All the things will be diluted by tear and time,but sometimes tear will prompt the misses,time will strengthen the sentiment more.
Return the place to continue original occupation is my fate,so I came back.The meeting of that night, I was emotionalized with his story.The love is let me suffocate,let me heartache…
After several months since I left gulf,Safeer and 「Ming」 started their travel of sentiment. One is a polite, delicate,chinese girl, one is a talented, successful, boy. I can』t describe his happiness when he is drily in love in the short of the delightful days.I understand that time is his great days such like flower blooming in the sunbeam. Alain is a rare oasis,many times they drove car to range over that green shade after 24pm,many times they enjoyed the comfort and exciting for scalding red the feet,enjoyed the awkwardness and satisfaction for fall down to the lukewarm water of the hot spring at halfway up the mountainside.Many times enjoyed the happiness for the awkward behavior when making the chafing dish food in twins tower in Dubai… Many times he waited for her all the night in front of her company』s gate......
At the beginning of 2004,they prepare for marriage.But after she went back to China to visit her mother and relationship,all the things turn to blurs.The daily transoceanic telephone is reduced day by day, then has lost the news thoroughly. Those days he always sleepless.He can』t obtain any valuable information from her mother because of obstructs in the communication. Even then,he didn』t give up the confidence to contact 「Ming」 again. After 3months, he was fantasizing she already returned to DUBAI. Each week, he went to that place which she worked before by his car,and waited till the dawn from the night continuously. Then return his own store to continue the new day』s work.
More than one year past, this period of time he has rejected 6 pakinstani girls from his family member recommendation under the huge pressure.
Time always rapidly drains in the waiting, 2006』s Spring Festival was coming, I made a call to her mother,nothing can obtain but a politeness response,it is like despairing. But 2months ago,Safeer has received a SMS from her 「brother」,the message required he should be patience. After 2months, it is regretful that the answer is: 「forget her is your best choice!」. Though he can』t contact her,but we all caught the hidden information: 「Ming」 was stayed in Dubai,but intended to evade something actually... ...
Just yesterday,we went to 「Jemeirah」 again, inquire his plan, Safeer said:」 I will waiting, until she tell me directly―she was already married, or she didn』t accepted me again. Any others reasons,whatever is happened, I can accepted her unconditionally,I will insist on my appetition……」
Perhaps long-time waiting and hopes
Is for the thick sentiments between you and me
initial dream passed along with the years
long for the blissful life
Pursue, without limits pursue
life fills the hope because of pursues
life fills joyfully because of satisfies
But how long should he waiting more?
For his words,how can I say?what can I say? Love is for 2sides, 「wishes all the dream will come to true!」 is only.
Dr.warrens,1-May,2006 |
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