回中國提心弔膽

我回國感受到冷漠敵視，與親愛的主席，88，對Jackie的熱情溫暖親近，簡直是天壤之別 I felt cold and hostile when I returned to China. Compared with Dear Chairman, 88, close warm approach to Jackie, it is a sky-earth difference.

Aug 19, 2017 at 9:46 PM
現在回中國去我提心弔膽  Now go back China, I'm worried
親愛的主席，88，Jackie說你們讓我寫對現在世界的看法. 我怎麼知道？ 中國內鬥那麼厲害，我以前回國受熱情招待，有地方住有地方玩，有回家的溫暖. 現在回去我提心弔膽，連中國的央視都把我當作反面人物. 我跟在國外一樣提心弔膽，甚至還更擔憂. 根本已經沒有了「親不親故鄉人」 的感覺，我甚至感受到冷漠敵視. 與親愛的主席，88，平日里對我們的Jackie那麼的熱絡熱情溫暖親近，簡直是天壤之別. 環境變了我沒變，我搞不清楚到底是從哪一方面來的暗箭，可能有好多方. 為什麼是這樣？ 美國也折騰得厲害，什麼抗議呀，車子恐怖撞人了，高官走馬燈換人呢，地平線上沒有任何光明前途. 世界還在動亂，以前那些對別人製造災害的，現在他們自己也遭害了，西班牙居然也有恐襲了.  親愛的主席，88，如果世界上有兩個陣營的話，應該說以你們為首的陣營是一點一點地在佔上風的，只是你們的陣營純潔嗎？是不是被更強大勢力利用的？ 這個世界上掌權的都是男性，出招都是按男人思維很硬梆梆粗魯蠻橫的，結果破壞性可能就挺大的. 如果有女人來做，可能結果就不同了. 你們全球一體宏大工程，我誠心誠意滿懷熱忱支持你們，可你們對我們連基本生活都不支持. 你們這些大男人，為著這麼一個宏偉的目標，做前無古人的英雄壯舉，卻連一個孤兒寡母都不能保護，不能給予最基本的生活保障，甚至天涯海角到處都追隨不舍. 為一些跟你們絲毫無關的個人私情，舉巨大國家機器加以阻攔傷害的. 那你們這個宏偉目標就是水中月鏡中花，你們所有這番天大的努力，有個屁用？！我們這些小百姓生活沒有實質的改變，甚至每況愈下，那你們就是一群無聊男人，拿著國庫的錢，嗜血殘暴，無事生非，玩玩罷了. 愛咋咋滴！

Dear Chairman, 88, Jackie said you guys asked me to write about the world now. How do I know? China's internal fighting is so powerful. I used to return home to be warmly entertained. I have a place to live and a place to play. I have the warmth to go home. Now when I go back, I am worried. Even CCTV in China regards me as a villain. I』m so worried, I』m even more worried. I don』t even have the feeling of 「dear hometown」, and I even feel apathy and hostility. Compared with Dear Chairman, 88, the warmth, enthusiasm, warmth and closeness to our Jackie on weekdays is a world of difference. The environment has changed and I have not changed.  I don』t know which side of the arrow came from. There may be many parties. Why is this? The United States is also tossing badly, such as protests, the car is horrifying and people are hit, and the senior officials take turns to change people. There is no bright future on the horizon. The world is still in turmoil. Those who caused disasters to others in the past are now also suffering. There is a terrorist attack in Spain. Dear Chairman, 88, if there are two camps in the world, it should be said that the camp headed by you is prevailing bit by bit. Is your camp pure? Was it used by more powerful forces? The people in power in this world are all men, and the moves are all based on men』s thinking. It is very hard, rude and arrogant, and the results may be quite destructive. If there are women to do it, the results may be different. Your global integration project, I sincerely support you with enthusiasm. But you do not support us even in our basic life. You big men, for such a magnificent goal, do unprecedented heroic feats, but even an orphan and widow cannot protect, cannot give the most basic life guarantee, even follow us everywhere. For some personal affair that has nothing to do with you, use the huge national machine to block cause damage. Then your magnificent goal is the moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, your all these great efforts, useless ! There is no substantial change in the lives of our little people, and even worse, then you are a group of bored men, holding money from the treasury, bloodthirsty and brutal, nothing but troubles, just play games. Do whatever you want!