自然的東西最打動人心。

自然的東西才是最能打動人心的  Natural things are the most touching
我自己一個人遠在他鄉，而人跟人相遇的機遇並不是說我努力就能夠成功的，我是很無能為力的  I am alone in a foreign country, and the opportunity for people to meet each other is not to say that I can succeed if I work hard.
我知道的俄國著名文學巨匠,普希金(А.С. Пушкин, 1799 — 1837), 萊蒙托夫(М. Ю. Лермонтов, 1814 — 1841), 屠格涅夫(И. С. Тургенев, 1818 — 1883 ), 契訶夫(А. П. Чехов, 1860 — 1904 ), 杜思妥耶夫斯基(Ф. М. Достоевский, 1821 — 1881), 托爾斯泰(Л. Н. Толстой, 1828— 1910 )。看了普希金的《葉甫蓋尼．奧涅金》(Евгений Онегин)。那時候我才是比Jackie還小的年紀，看那位女孩子最後嫁給老將軍，想象著後來她在舞會上遇見奧涅金的心態，我想她一定曾經很愛他的. 但是對於一般女人來說，麵包是遠勝過愛情的呀. 將軍能提供安全又遮風避雨的港灣，衣食無虞又安定和高物質生活，對底層的女孩子是有很大吸引力的. 任何社會上，有一定比例的女孩子是屬於這個範疇的. 而奧涅金有機會可以尋找別的漂亮女孩，也可以去找富婆，對他來說可能損失的只是面子, 真實的損失是不太大的. 小小的女孩子對嫁給年老的男人會是什麼樣情形, 我是一點沒有想象力的. 而且我對人世間如何尋找機會為自己找更好的生存位置，在當時國內的環境下也是一點概念都沒有的. 我父母親是大學同學，母親出生不好，她找一個有紅色背景的人結婚，在這世界上又有誰能夠抵抗現實政治大環境的潮流呢？多少年以後，當我自己的婚姻也遇見現實的逆流，我知道我自己一個人遠在他鄉，而人跟人相遇的機遇並不是說我努力就能夠成功的，我是很無能為力的.Let it be! 大文豪托爾斯泰有經典名著《安娜‧卡列尼娜》(Анна Каренина) 我那時候甚至看了英國拍的由小說改編成的電視劇. 那位錦衣玉食的地位尊貴的大戶人家夫人安娜，偏偏不安分守己，愛上小白臉. 而在社會沒法容許的世俗觀念緊箍中，她太偏激太叛逆太勇敢，她走得太遠以致無法回頭，最終只能卧軌自殺！ Chanel的Coco應該也算是這種類型吧. 想來人有各種的需要, 不同層次的需要. 社會上大多數人都是追求基本需要的. 而有些人基本需要滿足了, 厭煩了, 就會向更高層去追求吧. 上次看印度的連續劇，「佛陀」，那個從小養尊處優，受眾仁愛戴，前途遠大的，有嬌妻侍奉的王子釋加摩尼，卻偏偏放棄王位，放棄尊榮高貴生活，為千百萬受苦受難民眾創立佛教普渡眾生. 他寧願赤著腳披著袈裟奔波在風雨中泥濘中，挨家挨戶去化緣 人各有志，在某些方面需求太缺失，或者某些方面的強烈願望會特別能喚起內心的能量，才會有人奮不顧身無怨無悔奉獻的. 這些就是人性啊，就是社會人生了. 人有上帝般大權力大智慧者，如果能夠通透其中的道理，就能把天地萬物掌握在手中. 而那些只會拿法律說事的是凡塵中人也，有時是會讓人厭惡呢！ Uncle Vladimir喜歡我的短文, 說我genuine, 可能是因為有人沒有我的自由自在， 沒有小Jackie那樣放肆天真無拘無束而嘻嘻哈哈做丫小句野孩子的機會，他們才會嚮往喜歡的吧？多麼奇怪美妙又平衡的世界呀，所以上帝讓我認識了你們.

Famous Russian literary master I know, Pushkin (А.С. Пушкин, 1799 — 1837), Lermontov (М. Ю. Лермонтов, 1814 — 1841), Turgenev (И. С. Тургенев, 1818 — 1883), Chekhov (А. П. Чехов, 1860 — 1904), Dustoevsky (Ф. М. Достоевский, 1821 — 1881), Tolstoy (Л. Н. Толстой, 1828— 1910). Read Pushkin's "Evgeny. Onegin (Евгений Онегин). At that time, I was younger than Jackie. Looking at the girl who finally married the old general, I imagined that she would meet Onegin at the ball. I thought she must have loved him. But for the general, bread is far better than love. The general can provide a safe and sheltered shelter from the wind, rain. Food, clothing, stability and high material life, which is very attractive to girls at the bottom. Any society in fact, a certain percentage of girls belong to this category. And Onegin has the opportunity to find other beautiful girls or to find rich women. For him, the only loss may be face, the real loss is not too big. Yes. What a little girl would be like to marry an old man, I had no imagination. And I had no idea how to find opportunities for a better survival position for myself in the domestic environment at that time. I had no concept at all. My parents are college classmates. My mother was born bad politically family background. She was looking for someone with a red background to marry. Who in this world can resist the trend of the real political environment? How many years later, when my own marriage also encountered a counter-current of reality, I knew that I was far away from home alone, and the opportunity for people to meet each other was not to say that I could succeed just by working hard, I was very powerless. Let it be! The great writer Tolstoy has the classic "Anna Karenina" (Анна Каренина). I even watched a TV series based on novels made by the British at that time. The status of the distinguished big family Mrs. Anna, she was uneasy and self-serving, and fell in love with the handsome face. But in the tight-knit conception of society that she could not be allowed, she was too extreme and too rebellious and too brave. She went too far to look back and eventually committed suicide by lying on the track! Chanel's Coco should be considered this type. People who come here have various needs and needs at different levels. Most people in the society are pursuing basic needs. And some people have basic needs that are satisfied, and if they get bored, they will  pursue it at a higher level. Last time I watched the Indian series, "Buddha", the prince Shakyamuni, a prince who was raised and respected and loved since his childhood， abandoned the honorable and noble life, and create Buddhism for the millions of suffering people to go to save all beings. He would rather go barefoot, dressed in cassocks, and run around in the wind and rain, in the mud, and from house to house. People have different ambitions, such as lack of needs in some areas, or strong desires in certain areas, they will especially arouse their inner energy, and only then will someone dedicate themselves regardless of their body, without remorse, and regret. These are human nature, that is,  life of a man in society. If a person has God-like power and wisdom, if he can understand the truth of it, he can control all things in the world. Those who only use the law to explain things are people in the world who sometimes will let people hate it! Uncle Vladimir likes my essay, saying that I am genuine, probably because some people don』t have my freedom, and they don』t have my innocent, unrestrained, and unrestrained, and happily sloppy mood, and wild chances of Jackie, so they like it? What a weird and balanced world, so God let me know you.