童年生活在對神的恐懼之中

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Has anyone else had a bad childhood experience from being raised in a religious home? Just me?
I don't even know where to begin. This is such a loaded topic for me. The only way I can capture the gist of my childhood experience with the church is, "mentally and spiritually abusive". (Btw, this is totally irrelevant, but I know some of you will be wondering, I'm not gay. Also, my family is Baptist.)

What kind of childhood is one where a kid has to be so paranoid to think that God is examining your every thought and motive, and judging whether or not it is a "good" or "bad" feeling or thought to have. I remember thinking that God could read every thought in my brain, and I used to feel so scared and insecure about my "Salvation" (Which, let me tell you, set me up for some serious sexual complexes that will last me my entire life). I used to lie awake at night, watching the headlights of passing cars through the plastic blinds, and being afraid that one of them wasn't a headlight, but was Jesus coming back to take my family away. I used to listen for trumpets following each headlight and then listen for my family's snoring to make sure I hadn't been "left behind". Someone told me that if I were to be "left behind" monsters would be coming down the street and killing people in their homes. Have you seen The Mist? That's what I was afraid would happen.

I used to try to imagine what it would be like to feel the sensation of being burned to death, but forever. Never-ending pain. I had to question the validity of what I was being taught in order to maintain my sanity at a very young age.

And I felt all of this as a heterosexual!!! I thank MY God everyday for not throwing the homosexual trip at me because I may have not made it, and I wouldn't be sitting here typing this to you right now.

And thank GOD that I found the Hitchhiker's Guide in middle school to help me realize that the Christian perspective wasn't the only perspective, and to lighten the mood a little on the subject.

I think all kids should have to read those books.

ZT
對孩子宣傳基督教的惡果：
當我們教育一個孩子說：他生來就是罪人，他的本性就是邪惡的時候，這是扭曲人性；
當我們教育一個孩子說：他的成就實際不是出於他，而是一個至高的神通過他而完成的時候，這是扭曲人性；
當我們教育一個孩子說：他的過錯都是出於他自己罪惡的本性的時候，這是扭曲人性；
當我們教育一個孩子說 ：他生命中最重要的是絕對地服從一個至高的權威的時候，這是扭曲人性；
當我們教育一個孩子說 ：這個世界上的人只分為兩種，一種進天堂，另一種進地獄的時候，這是扭曲人性；
當我們教育一個孩子說：對不能理解的東西盲目地相信甚至崇拜是一件美德時，這是扭曲人性；
當我們教育一個孩子說：為了取悅一個至高無上的權威而獻上自己親人的生命是一種美德的時候，這不是扭曲人性，這已經是扼殺人性了！

被教會神話嚇成 GODFEAR 的人, 哈哈哈...... 是教會,基督教最高的讚賞.

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