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To be or not to be ...

作者：Draught 於 2013-4-24 09:48 發表於最熱鬧的華人社交網路--貝殼村

作者分類:雜|通用分類:詩詞書畫|已有3評論

這兩天買賣提重提朱令案。其中一篇帖子提到她姐姐吳今，當年也是死於非命。他們的父母，曾經擁有令人驕傲的一對姐妹花，可是老來卻.......唉！

吳今當年寫的一篇英文作文，文筆雄健，可是文章的內容似乎下筆成讖！抄錄如下。

曾經的歡樂一家人：

To be or Not to be
--------The meaning of life, the meaning of death

Every one who knows Shakespere must know his most well-known tragedy: Hamlet and that famous line: To be or not to be, that's a question. As for Hamlet, to be or not to be is quite a dilemma: he was doomed to be a tragedy, whether to live or to die. Perhaps everyone will confront the similar choice to Hamlet in his life sooner or later. To survive or to die, to fight or to surrender, to win or to lose. He must make the decision himself.

Fortunately, I haven't come to that crucial point yet. Up till now, my life is like a smooth sailing. Sometimes I ask myself: do I find the real meaning of life and death? Though I am going to be a biologist, I have no definite answer to that. But still I believe that I did find something in life.When I ramble along in the peaceful field, hearing the twittering of birds, drifting in the fragrance of wild flowers, I will always praise the beauty of life and feel really happy that I'm still alive. When I learned the mysterious nature and the evolution of life, I was filled with admiration by the greatness of nature. Life is a bestowing of nature, we have no right to smother, it's a part of universe.

I remember one day, when I felt so frustrated by those misfortunes in life, it seemed that I had done everything wrong and there was no remedy at all. I left home, wandering along the street, feeling sad and hopeless. It was then when I caught sight of the sunset. The sun was like a huge burning ball, flaring and shinning, it was so glorious and so brilliant. Soon the whole sky was flaming, the sun gathered its last energy burning thoroughly, like the solemn end of a tragedy. It sunk slowly under the horizon, soon darkness fell around me. I stood there unawaring of where I was. Tears ran down my face. A voice cried out in my heart: "I will wait, till the sun rises again, till the first sunshine on my shoulder." Perhaps that's the meaning of life.

Everyone has his own sun and his own dream, and everyone has own brilliant moment when his sun shines gloriously. We'll struggle and suffer in order to reach that brilliant moment. Nothing can stop us, no matter how hard, no matter how many times we fail. That dream, deeply rooted in our heart, is worthy of devoting our whole life to. All of us want to see the sun shines again and want to catch that glorious moment to appreciate the real beauty of life.

Life is like a long river, it will end someday and somehow. No one can escape from that eternal end, when that day comes, we'll say goodbye to this colored world. A man's life is a man's song. Whether it's sad or happy, fierce or quiet, it's his own song. A song written in his own way with his soul, with his life. A man lived, did what he should do, found what he want, fulfilled his dream. He then died calmly. Because he knew that there was nothing to regret. He had seen evil and good, ugly and beautiful. Now it was all over, it was time for his play to close and gave the stage to newcomer. His song was going to end, but it would never diminish, it would become a tiny part of the chorus of the universe, and that will sing forever. Another man lived, struggled, but never reached his dream, for him, life was a perpetual nightmare, then he saw the twilight, they glimmered far in the distance, though he had no time and he would never got there, his heart was quiet, for he knew he had tried his best. His song might only be a faint cry but he knew it was just the prelude to the grand movement of that chorus. He died happily, hearing the song were sung continue.

The world is beautiful, because of warm sunshine and also because of its rain and storm. Only a man who has been drenched with tears can understand the real meaning of happy. Once a famous writer said in one of his novel: there is no real happy in life, but just one situation compared with another. The whole meaning of life lies in two words "hope and wait".

To be or not to be, it's all depends on a man's own attitude to life, on whether he appreciates the morning sunshine, whether he want to explore the beauty of nature. If the thunderstorms come, it all depends on whether he still firmly believes that the sun will rise again. Yes, the sun is going to shine, and it will shine even more brilliant. Do not cry, just wait and hope and fight. Life and death and the sunshine make the world. As they go round generation by generation, day by day, the world go round. Let's sing out our own song lauding life, lauding world.

附記：下面是今天看到的買賣提的一個帖子。立此存照，不加評論。

發信人: sunweim (sunwei), 信區: WaterWorld
標題: 我是孫維，我坦白
發信站: BBS BBS (Fri Apr 26 13:06:48 2013, 美東)

首先請大家不要在騷擾我的家人和女兒了，事情和他們無關，他們是無辜的，尤其是我的女兒。

當初我們只是因為對朱令的許多方面不滿，和舍友在談論中得知鉈能讓人脫髮，有舍友提出要讓朱令難看，其他人都不明確反對，我們把少量鉈鹽放在朱令的咖啡裡面。

朱令吃了一些后發現脫髮，去治療，此時沒有飲用宿舍的咖啡，慢慢有好轉，後來回校繼續恢復身體，我們自然不能和她說鉈能脫髮的特點，此時因為朱令幾乎整天在宿舍，咖啡喝的更多了，導致二次嚴重中毒。我當時也想過把咖啡給扔了，但是她肯定會知道，所以沒敢仍，換咖啡也不容易換，既貴又不知道去哪買。

後來事情弄大了，學校和公安都介入了，我們找時機銷毀了所有證據。學校也找我們談話了，學校為了降低影響，同時我家人介入，導致終止了調查。

我當初真的不想害死朱令，也沒有什麼二次投毒，我也不想看到當前的這個結果，導致這個結果學校和醫院都有很大責任。

希望大家不要在騷擾我的家人了，我的事情我自己承擔。