在Fort Jackson軍營的生活日記

01/07/2007 08:30 pm

The Fitness Company, Fort Jackson, SC. 

We were gethered in our company area, following orders by our Drill Sergeant as always every evening at this time for the name count. 

Now a female soldier started to find fault with me, she shouted, this bitch smelled like a whore. I knew exactly she meant me, and I was a little scared. I bowed my head, wanted to disappear and hide in a hole. And then she went on, 「I know now, she smelled like when you just finish the 7 day in the field.」 Then there was this roaring of laughter. I had no idea why I became the target they chose to pick on. This female soldier was the trouble maker in our Platoon, bad reputation. I can dig my old paper works and find her name. I am guessing her name is Private Smith, a blond woman in her late twenties. And now some male soldiers started to gossip, and I noticed Private William, who was our Assistant Platoon Guide, approached me, and tried to smell me. I felt so ashamed, and embarrassed. I wish I were somewhere else at the moment. Finally

我們的長官過來讓我們解散，回營房，我才解脫。 

到現在，我都沒搞清他們為何選中我來戲弄。可能因為我是黃皮膚。 

自那以後，又有更嚴重的謾罵。有一個戰士辱罵我，是魔鬼。我沒有還嘴。我一直在壓抑內心的火氣。真是實生不如死。不知這樣的不幸會有多久。  
 

０１／０８／０７，０１００　凌晨、 

現在，是我站崗。其餘的戰士都在睡覺。我問了一個也在站崗的士兵，我到底做了什莫，他們如此對我。他也對我表示同情。 

０１／０８／０７，０５００　凌晨 

有幾個戰士又像往常一樣的辱罵我，這時候，我再也仍不住了，大聲音叫得起來，「你們為什麼辱罵我，你們罵的每一句話，我都明白，你們是一群混蛋。然後，長官來了，送我去了心理專家做檢查。 長官欺軟怕硬。

ＴＯ　ｂｅ　ｃｏｎｔｉｎｕｅｄ．．．．