I didn't try my best to work on my school studying, and I feel sorry to myself! Since I was a child, I have failed many many times at school testes.
I didn't know why. There was a small voice in my heart keeping telling me that I was a looser, and I would never make my dream coming true. I was so angry when I heard that voice. I complained my parents for they didn't raise me in a positive way. And I complained my teachers for all the unfair things they done to me. But there is a person whom I didn't complain. It's me, myself!
Looking back, I only spend a little time for studying, but I wasted a lot of time fooling around on the Internet. I sham on myself!
WO.....God, please help me to being a responsible person, and raise me up. I couldn't do it without you. Please...........

When you read what I wrote in this blog, don't laugh at me. Even you are mature enough to live independently.